Toxic is what this is.
Push and pull.
I push away but somehow u keeping pulling me
back without knowing.
Even if it is just you existing.
You still peak interest, seems nice.
Even when I've heard things about you, your first
impression is stuck on replay.
To the point where I've gotten past your flaws.
They coexist and have molded with your
strengths smoothly.
We are not strangers but act like it.
Making eye contact but not saying anything,
being in close proximity but saying nothing, but
talking around others... or even through a screen.
It is also one sided, you don't seem interested in
talking.
I didn't know how oblivious you could be,
but it hurts.
Hurts to the point where I doubt my ability.
