i get back into the house, dripping from the rain (or something else 😏 NAHHH JK)
i go shower and change clothes, go into my room and lay on my bed, staring at the roof
thoughts begin to race through my head
why would i do that to chris? why do i have to be so selfish? it's my fault i shouldn't have told chris i loved him
my phone goes off so it ruins the thoughts
matty b 💕
hey, you okay?
yeah :)
you don't have to lie y/n
who said i was lying?
i can tell hun
i just feel bad for chris that's it.
"i'm fine"
at least i told you 🤷🏼♀️
i'm just messing with you, don't worry love. he'll be fine i promise.
promise?
i promise. i would never lie to you.
😁
i'm heading to bed. goodnight
goodnight. i love you 💕
i love you too ❤️
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i set my phone on the night stand, plugging it into the charger
i lay back and next thing i know, i'm asleep.
Saturday, 10:26 am
i get woke up by the rats of sun beaming down on my face from the window. i rub my eyes and grab my phone
imessage from Matty B 💕
i open the message saying ' wanna go eat breakfast at 11?:)' i reply saying 'yes please' and get out of bed to get ready. i put on some mascara and lip gloss and change into this
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i hear the door bell ring and i run down stairs. i open the door to see matt wearing his blue fresh love hoodie and a pair of black jeans
"you look beautiful" he looks me up and down, smiling
"you too" i smile
"shall we?" he puts his hand out
i lock the door and close it, taking his hand
we get down to the van and he opens the door. he closes the door and gets in
"cafe?" he cranks the car
"suree" i buckle and matt does the same
time skip ~ at the cafe
we park and matt opens the door for me
"thanks darling" i smile
he returns the smile. as we get up to the building he also opens the door
"thank youuu"
we go to sit down and he pulls out the chair for me
i smile at him as he sits infront of me
"what could i get to drink for you guys?" the waiter asks
"erm a coffee." i say
"same for me" matt smiles at the waiter
"it'll be right out." she returns the smile and walks away
"we are going to start the podcast at 1 pm." matt says
"alrighty"
"so after this we'll go get chris and nick." matt says, smiling
~time skip (picking up chris and nick) ~
"we're outside cmon." matt says, hanging up the phone
i stare at matt
"what you want...?" he smiles
you. forever. i cannot say that
i smile and look away
chris runs to the car and opens the passenger door
"you're in my seat." he smirks
"mine now." i pull the door shut, making him kinda lean on me
"uh-" i let the door lose
"ill just sit in the back.." he shuts the door, getting into the back
i look at matt giving him a slight smile
why was chris being like this... yes ik he probably still loves me but im with matt now so... i don't love him... it's matt...
