Is it love or just politeness?

Introduction

Hello! My name is Dowena, I am 14 years old and I play music. I play 3 different instruments in a specialized school. But outside of this topic, I have something I have to tell, and I want people who understand this feeling.

I usually don't fall in love with boys that easily, I fall in love fast with girls. But when a boy talks to me nicely, I fall very fast. I haven't really had a boyfriend, so I don't know how that feels. But when it happens, it is rough for me. I get confused. Sometimes, I think that the reason why I talk about the situation a lot is because I like the person, even if I deny it.

Well, I will tell you my story...