Ep. 22: dread and regret

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{~Jace POV~}

I was again, cooking

Killian was watching tv, very nicely and cutely, i don't know why the pills haven't worked yet

"so.. You been feeling nice lately?' i asked "the baby is well" killian said

I sighed "but it stopped kicking" he adds on

A sight glimmer of hope rose in me "oh?" i said ".. And.. A little bleeding maybe.. Down there" he said, my breath hitched "m- maybe.. we should.. go to the hospital?" i asked ".. Im sure the baby is fine.." he said, i sigh softly.. How could i convince him. .. Hmm...

"for a checkup, i mean, the baby is healthy but, maybe you aren't?" i requested looking back, turning down the heat ".. Im fine jace really" Killian said sighing

"mm... Are you sure? No pains?" i asked.. He sighed ".. Maybe a little stinging.." i smile softly "Yeah, lets go to the hospital" i said.. He groaned softly

"Okay.." killian said...

We drove to the hospital and got a doctor, we went in the ER

Killian sat down nervously ".. J- jace.. Lets go home.. Im f- fine im su-" "Hello, i am doctor flynn, how may i help?" the doctor cuts him off

He held my hand nervously "My husband here is pregnant and he said the baby stopped kicking? We were wondering if that was normal" i said

".. Stopped kicking you say? When did this start?" he asks taking out a clipboard "... Well.. Uhm.. A few d- days ago.. 3 days or so" killian said, his ears pinned to his head as his tail wrapped around his waist

".. Hm.. Mind if we do an ultrasound?" The doctor asks, i could see the concern and worry in his voice

Killian shakily nodded

-A few minutes later-

"... I... If.. If the heart doesn't beat or the baby doesn't kick in the next 24 hours... You'll have to give birth.. Prematurely" the doctor explained

I could see the color drain from killian's face, and guilt rushed into my heart, regretting it "... I.. Why?" killian asks, tears emitting from his eyes "spices... Things that pregnant hybrids aren't allowed to eat, hybrid pregnancies are.. More.. Lets say sensitive than human pregnancies.." the doctor explains, next thing i knew, killian hugged my chest and began to cry, i rub his ears from the back and kissed his forehead gently "its okay.. Its okay" i cooed out, he cried harder

The doctor sighed sadly

"He can still get pregnant, but as i said, hybrids are more.. Different than humans.. If a hybrid miscarriages, then the next pregnancy will have a higher chance of miscarriage... Im so sorry" the doctor said

"... Yeah.. Its okay" i reply "please stay in the hospital for the next few days to get mr. Killian back in health if ever.. Yeah" he said, killian sobs in my chest

"shh.. Its okay" i cooed out. He looked up

More guilt raised in my stomach, it was too much i felt like i was gonna puke....!

We stayed in a hospital room, killian stayed awake, patting his stomach with a sad face "... Jace?" he calls out, i look at him

".. Have i been a bad father to this baby?" he asked, more guilt raised in me, i walked to him and held his hand, smiling "No.. You did all you can for him or her... Its.. Uncontrollable killian and you know that" i said kissing his hand

He sighed "your right.. I just hope he or she starts kicking soon.. I don't wanna loose them.." he said

Fuck...

{~24 hours later~}

Mr. Flynn came in "so?" he asks, i look away grimacing, killian stayed silent, his face void of any emotions.. It was.. Kinda creepy.. especially since he was pale..

"... We'll bring you to the ER, im so sorry" mr. Flynn said

Killian was brought to the ER, he was scared.. His ears pinned to his head as he held my hand tightly

".. Jace...?" he said "promise me that.. If the doctor ever makes you choose.. Please choose me?' he asks, i smile softly and nodded

He whined in distrust..

-a few minutes later-

Killian was crying in pain, my hand void of blood, paler than him.. But once the baby was out.. There were no cries..

The doctors tried everything.. But.. "I.. Im sorry.. we tried everything" the nurse said

Killian bit his lip and started to cry... Fuck..

Im so sorry killian

Im so sorry...

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