Meerasim Ki Meesu

Part : 1

Murtasim entered his room with his coat whchi he holder on his shoulder and saw meerub sitting beside meesam and caress her hair so that she retired to sleep...
As he entered and the scene was visible in front of his eyes he stopped there and leaned against the wall by folding his left keen and resting the foot on the wall...his coat was hanging on his index finger tip which is supported by his shoulder....he was mesmerized with the scene in front of him.... how satisfying it was for him to see his meerub comfortably and ownly sitting on her throne... she not only owned his bed his room but also his heart... she is the queen of his kingdom... and also he got bonus in form of little meesam in the returned of being patient for long... the whole scene looks like a Divin painting to its Artist... a little smile of satisfaction  on his face which didn't unnoticed by meerub...

Meerub : wahan kun khare ho ?.. r ase kia dekh rahe ho murtasim?...
Murtasim shook his head...
Murtasim : kuch nahi...

He took fewer steps forward and stands parallel to the middle of the bed...

Murtasim : kal ek designer aye ge r meesam ka baby room set kare ge.. mn n apnay kuch ideas share kiye hn tm bhi apnay share kar lena... umeed hai acha ho jaye ga...

Meerub silently nods but still her eyes stuck on him she tries to read his emotions keenly to understand the condition of his heart...as she knows she is the only cure to his little heart ...
Murtasim go near his couch and put his coat on the head of the couch and settle there..  and start untieing his shoes...
Meerub was surprised on his moment...
As she saw meesam already sleeps she stands and start taking steps in his direction... she stops near the pillar of the bed...
Murtasim notices her delicate figure and sees upward to match her eyes...

Murtasim : kia ?
Meerub : mere janay k bad bhi yahin sotay thay?
Murtasim nodes ...
Meerub : kun ?
Murtasim : tmahre ghair moujodnin bhi hamesha mn n tmhn imagine kia hai meerub... tm jesay chor k gai the sb wesa hai yeh ghr yeh kamra yehn ki har cheez... bs main badal gaya hun...
Meerub : kun ?
Murtasim emotions start overflowing...
Murtasim : kuch dair mere sath yehn.. yehn beth skti ho...
Meerub was silent...
Murtasim pleadingly
Murtasim : plz ....

Meerub nodes and sits beside him...
Murtasim turns his face to control his tears by his all force and all in vain...
Meerub touches his shoulder to console him..

Meerub wispers : murtasim...
murtasim on her touch turns immediately and engulfed her in his arms... and cried whole heartedly...
Meerub stilled for some seconds.. but she responded back to his hug and slid up her hands on his back and rubbed his back gently...

Meerub : murtasim... smabhalo khud ko..

Murtasim breaks the hug...

Murtasim : plz meerub ab kabhi asa mat karna... kabhi kahin mat jana... ek ek sec... ek ek minute mn n moaut s bhi batar guzara hai tumhare baghair... jis pal yeh khayal ata tha k tm kis hall mn hoge... mn ek bar phir mar jata tha meerub...  sahi kaha tha tm n... marjana ziyada asan hai.. zinda rehna parta hai... r wahi kisi azab s kam nahi hota...  marta koi nahi hai kisi k baghair... magar wo bs mar jata hai... don't do this to me again plz..
Meerub : murtasim mn yahin hn tmhare samnay...

Murtasim holds her both hands in his...

Murtasim : tmhare janay k bad yeh ahsas hua mera ghr mera sakoon mera sb kuch tm s hai... tum ho to sb hai... tm s sb hai...
Tm kia chali gai meerub mera to sb kuch le gai.. sukh chain khushi muhabat ...sb kuch.. mn to khali hath reh gaya meerub....
Kuch nahi bacha mere pass siwaye intzar k...mn to yeh tk bhi nahi janta tha k mera intzar khatam hoga pehlay ya meri zindgi.... mere to zindgi k sb rang le k chali gai tum meerub...
Meerub : itni muhabat kartay ho mujh s...
Murtasim : khud s bhi zyada har cheez har insan s zyada muhabat karta hun tum s... tmhn jesay rehan hai raho laro jhagro...
Laikin bs tm yehn raho r mehfooz raho... bs meri nazron k samnay s ojhal kabhi mat hona...
Meerub : to phir us raat kun chalay gaye thay mujhe chor k?
Murtasim : kun k...
Meerub : kun k pachata rahe thay na tum k hamra rishta age barh gaya islye... ?
Murtasim stand on his knees and cups her face...
Murtasim : nahi..  nahi... nahi... mn ek sec k liye... ek sec k liye bhi nahi... mn kabhi is bat p nahi pachtaya k hamra rishta age barha...
Meerub : to phr kun gaye thay mujhe chor k jb mujhe tmahre sb s zyada zarorat the... jb tumhn mujhe smbhalna tha... jis waqt mn tumhn hamre muhabat ko accpt karwana tha mujh s... mujhe batana tha tumhn k meerub yeh rishta hamri muhabat ka hai... tm to ishq k itnay bare bare daway kia kartay thay na... k rumi ki trag sair kaho gay...  mansoor ki trah suli p charh jao gay...  r jb waqt aya to
tm hath chor k chalay gaye mera murtasim... r ek dafa palat k bhi nahi dekha meri traf... to kia smjhti mn... yahi k tmahre liye hamra yeh rishta hamri muhabat ek ghalti tha... r mn is ghalti ki saza tmhn zindgi bhar nahi dena chahti the.... islye chali gai tmhn chor k... ta k tmhn kisi zabardasti k rishtay mn bandhna na pare... r tum apni zindgi mn azad ho r khud mukhtar ho...
Murtasim is shocked on her words that she thinks their relationship is mistake for him..
Murtasim : nahi meerub mere liye hamra rishta na kabhi ghalti tha.. na hai r na hi kabhi hoga... asa phir kabhi mat sochna... it is the most beautiful thing that happened to me...
Us raat hamre beech sirf wo contract nahi toota tha bal k wo waada toota tha jo mn n tum s kia tha... Mn tmhare ego ko kabhi hurt nahi karna chata tha bt us raat apni ego mn main n tmhare ego ko khatam kar dia... mn khud s islye nazrain nahi mila p raha tha k kesay mn n tmhare feelings janay baghair apnay ap ko tm per musalat kar dia... kia ab kabhi tm wapas meri traf palat pao ge ? Kabhi mujh s muhabat kar pao ge... Tumhn to pehlay hi hamra rishta sahi nahi lagta tha ab kesay accpt karo ge is rishtay ko? Tum khud s kesay nazrain mila pao ge... yad hai tm n mujh s kaha tha k agr hmn ek dusray ko accpt karnay k liye nikkah s pehlay kuch time mila hotavto shyad hamre equation kuch r hoti... bs islye mn tmhn kuch dair k liye akela chor k gaya tha.. ta k tum apnay ap ko kuch time do hamre is rishtay ko accpt karnay k liye..
Islye nahi k wo koi ghalti the....

He folded his hands in front of her and cried ..

Murtasim : plz maaf kar do mujhe... us raat tmhn akela chornay k liye...
Meerub : ek shart p...
Murtasim nodes...
Murtasim : bolo .. 
Meerub : mujhe kabhi tang nahi karo gaye..?
Murtasim : nahi kabhi nahi...
Meerub : jesay kahon ge wesa karo gaye?
Murtasim : Jesa kaho ge wesay ban jaon ga... jesay chao ge wesay reh bhi loon ga...  kaho ge to is kamray s bhi chala jaon ga... tmhn nazar bhi kabhi nahi aon ga...
ab mn zyada zid bhi nahi karta.. akarta bhi nahi hn... r ghusa bhi kam kam karta hun... pura ka pura badal gaya hun... lakin bs meerub... mujh s tmhn dekhnay ka tmahara khyal rakhnay ka tm p apni muhabat nichawar karnay ka haq kabhi mat cheena...
Meerub : murtasim p...
Murtasim smiles while crying and nodes ..
Murtasim : hamesha meerub ki chalay ge... hamesha...

And he still cried uncontrolablly..... 
Meerub cups his face in her hands... and lifts it to make him see her eyes...

Meerub : murtasim... murtasim uper dekho... dekho meri tarf....
He saw in her direction..  his eyelids were swollen and covered with dark circles... his eyes were red and lost their spark ... there are no traces of any peace on his face..  as he lost it long ago...
she wipes his tears...
Meerub : laikin mujhe to mera purana wala murtasim jo akrta tha bat bat p...  nakhray dekhata tha... bat bat p mere qareeb a jata tha... r apnay ird gird k logon ka khayal rakhta tha.... jise mujhe muhabat ho gai the... wo wala murtasim wapas chahiye....milay ga ?
Murtasim holds her face smiles and  nodes....
Murtasim : promise me kabhi chor k nahi jao ge mujhe.. 
Meerub : tm n mujhe apnu muhabat mn ase giraftar kia hai k ab kabhi chor k ja hi nahi skti...
Murtasim stands on his knees again and hugs her...
Murtasim: i love you..  i love you a lot...
Meerub hugs back... and murtasim caress her hair ...
Meerub : i love you too...
Murtasim : i missed you... missed you so much... 
Meerub : i missed you too...
After 5 min they broke their hug on meesum's moment...
Meerub : murtasim... coffee piyo gaye ?
Murtasim : tm banao ge to zaroor piyon ga... 
Meerub : hmm... mn abhi ati hn...

As she stand to go murtasim holds her hand and pulls her closer.. 
Murtasim holds her face in his hands and  removes some rough strokes of hair from her face so that he can stare at her face closely after ages ...

Murtasim : bhool gai.. tmhn yehn akelay dar lagta tha... toh tmhn akelay nahi jana chahiye ... 
meerub shys ... and whispers...
Meerub : meesam ko room mn akala nahi chor sktay na... toh tm ruko us k sath... mn ati hun...
Murtasim smiles nd proudly turn his face to saw meesam who is peacefully sleeping on the bed...
After 10 min meerub comes back in the room with coffee mugs ..

She gave one to him and another She took it and she started sipping and murtasim coffee is still on the table... meerub sitting on the couch and murtasim sitting on the floor and rests is head on her knee

Meerub : murtasim coffee thandi ho jaye ge p lo plz ..
Murtasim's eyes are stuck on a spot and he is lost was lost in his thought...
Murtasim : hmm...

Bt he didn't react...

Meerub : murtasim kia soch rahe ho...
Murtasim : aj yeh sb kuch... jo hua... us per yaqeen karnay ki koshish kar raha hun... tm r meesam yehn ho... yeh sach mn haqiqat hi hai na... koi khawab to nahi jo toot jaye ga...
Meerub smiles : han murtasim yeh sb haqeeqat hai..  kar lo yaqeen r apni coffee piyo r so jao ab... buht raat ho gai hai...
Murtasim took his cup and both finished their coffee...
Meerub :, kesi hai?
Murtasim: buht achi...
Meerub naughtily asked with her eyes...
Meerub : akhir banai kis n hai ...
He smiles and nodes...
Murtasim : meri biwi n ...

After finishing
Meerub stands and gives her hand to murtasim and signals him through eyes to hold it..

Murtasim confussingly holds it and stands... meerub drags him ...
Murtasim : kahan le ja rahi ho ?
Meerub : wapas tmhare jaga pe...
Murtasim: meri to yeh jaga hai he signals towards the couch...
Meerub : nahi...

Both reached in front of the bed on the right side Meerub made him sit on the bed

Meerub : yeh hai tmahre jaga... mere r meesam k sath...
Murtasim : r u sure ?
Meerub : I'm damn sure ...

Meerub now goes toward her side both lies down on bed and turns towards each other... they intertwine their one hand and the other hand  they rests on meesu's stomach and both retired to sleep

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