Don't leave me behind.
Don't get too close.
I don't know what to think.
I don't know what to expect.
You calm me, and I find myself pushing forward to feel your comfort.
Yet I feel infuriated whenever you play me between your fingers.
Stay away. I can't stand how you know me so well.
Hold me closer to your warmth-
Please let me go.
How well do I really know you?
I forget myself in your presence, but the anxiety eventually seeps in.
I can't fall in love if you notice
How much I care and how hopeless I am.
I'm hanging my a thread but I won't cry out for you.
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