2 weeks later and I've given in. I'm handing out chances like they're leaves. If I don't fucking try, than there's no fucking us. I hate the way he acts. I hate the way he is and I sure as hell hate the way he makes me feel. When you have a girlfriend, you're not supposed to fucking sneak around with other girls. Especially if that girl created a bunch of drama in your relationship before. I look at our relationship and it makes me want to puke. I look at my life without him and it also makes me want to puke.
I recently read a book named 50 Shades of Grey. Well you know what, my boyfriend is 50 shades of fucking complicated.
