𝕕𝕣𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕣𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕖𝕣 | 𝕚𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤 🤍

"I got you" - Dougie B

𝕓𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕩 𝕟𝕖𝕨 𝕪𝕠𝕣𝕜 . . . 💭

(Y/ns POV)

One thing about the rap industry is that no one is safe. With gangs fighting each other and the influence of violence from songs it would be expected

That's something dougie had warned me about when we first started dating. As a Californian from the suburbs moving to a high violence area in new york it would be expected that I was paranoid

I never had to run from gun shots or worry about "opps" before. Dougie would be good at reassuring me but videos online scared me even more

It was even worse when I had witnessed the death of woo lotti because I was in the Bronx. It scared me and I cried to Dougie for days and he was always there for me

Right now it was 1AM and dougie was beside me sleeping but I couldn't sleep. I looked out the window and swore I saw a shadow

I quickly moved closer to dougie burying my face in a random crook in his body still looking out the window

suddenly I heard 3 gunshots and quickly sprung up
accidentally decking dougie in his face

"owwww ma..." He rubbed his face and looked at me with low eyes

"Did you hear that??" I said with slight panic in my voice

"Ma there's nothing to worry about" He said rubbing my back calming me down

"I-i know but-"

"There are no buts we safe we good" He kissed me and laid me down

Suddenly we heard 2 more gunshots with the sound of someone screaming along with a laugh

Dougie quickly got up and looked out the window. 3 more shots followed and Dougie went to the dresser to grab his gun and get dressed

"W-where are you going???" I asked annoyed because why tf is he going to the danger

"I needa see what going on ml"

"SEE WHATS GOING ON?? YOU COULD DIE OUT THERE THEN WHAT AM I GONNA DO HUH??"

"Baby please don't yell-"

I got off the bed and went to block the front door with my body

"Ma move"

"no" I crossed my arms and he sighed

"Move bae I need to see"

"No Arion"

"Ma chill with the gov"

"So then stop bothering me"

"Why tf you always gotta do ts" He grabbed my wrists trying to push me to the side and I fell to the ground

Out of anger I kicked his legs making him fall. He called me out my name under his breath and I got on top of him swinging at him like he was some random bitch

"Get TF OFF OF ME" He threw me against the brown and grabbed his gun pointing it at me

"IF ME TRYING TO MAKE SURE YOUR SAFE IS A REASON TO KILL ME THEN GO AHEAD" I screamed with tears flowing down my face

He looked at me sighed and lowered his gun. I started sobbing and he picked me up like I was a baby

He carried me to our bed and laid me down. Rubbing circles around my back while I cried

"What's going on ma? talk to me" He said as soft but hood as he could

"I-it's just t-that your always going out into danger and you always h-have to look out for opps and sometimes i worry about you even when your at the stu a-a-and-"

"shhhh" He pulled me into a hug and let me get tears all on his favorite shirt

"ma we good okay? we forever good and I got you nothing will happen. You don't have to worry about me and you don't have to beat my ass like i'm some crazy bitch either"

He grabbed my chin making me kiss him and we laid back down.
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