My fucked Up Life

A poem

*Don't read if you don't like things about cutting*

I've started to cut again

It's time to say Hello to my old rusty friend

I've built up my walls so nobody can get in

I've started to cut again

I'll cry myself to sleep tonight I just know it this time

I'll feel that feeling that I haven't felt in awhile

I've started to cut again

I know it's not right but to me it is

I know I shouldn't but I am

I've started to cut again

I know I should be ashamed

I know I'm going crazy but can you blame me

I've started to cut again

I took my pills last night they didn't work

I can't get away from the voice in my head

I've started to cut again

I've turned my arms and legs red

I can't speak anymore

I've started to cut again

I can feel all my fears again

I know that I have cried again

I've started to cut again

I know that this will be my end

I've started to cut again just for you

I've started to cut again what else is there for me to do

I've started to cut again I'm broken inside

I've started to cut again maybe this time I'll just die

I can't feel a thing my body's gone numb

I just want to say my goodbyes

I've started to cut again

I don't know why but I feel like screaming deep inside

I have to leave this world tonight

I know that you have started cutting again too

I know this because I KNOW YOU

We're stated to cut again and we are not going to stop its all we know

By Victoria