I Am So Very Busy

Addiction

Pulling me this way
And that way.
I think about
It every day.
Why must you stay?

Breathing in and out
Trying to ignore it.
It makes me doubt;
My thoughts having
A fit.
I want to shout
For help.
Without it,
The day feels like
It's dragging.

Going through withdrawals
And lashing out.
Bad people giving me
Approvals.
Missing it throughout.

Just one more time
Before I stop.
My brain feels like
Slime.
You're happier after
The drop.

Addiction is the hardest
Thing you'll experience.
But in order to heal,
You must protest.
It's all about time
And patience.