"I heard his dad forces him to be happy" Moonbin an 18-year-old boy who suffers from depression and anxiety but has never told anyone how or why he acts the way he does "Roa...is- why did you leave me" Until he found his childhood best friend, Sim R...
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-MoonBin's pov-
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Go to school, study, come home, study more, skip meals, sleep...cry....sleep. Repeat.
I don't understand why life is such a struggle, Sometimes I just wanna sleep forever and never wake up, but yet again life is just a cycle. My dad always tells Me me "Men don't cry" but that's false, men cry over many things even stress...
"Moonbin"...."MOONBIN", "O-oh yes," I say snapping out of my thoughts "Do you know the answer to question BLAH BLAH BLAH" I can't even focus on what Mr. Kang is tryna say. "ring, ring, ring", Yes, saved by the bell. "Hey Binnie", "Oh hey Sanha". "Are you doing anything after school today?," uhhh no actually", "GREAT!, Lets got hang at the arcade"... "Uh well about that I remembered I have to go to a family dinner" I say smiling "O-oh, ok, see you Monday then. Bye", "Bye :)",
As soon as I turn around my smile fades away *sigh* I feel like if somebody sees me like this then they won't feel alone, but I have to be happy....to make my father happy. I just wish I could tell someone how I felt but I also want that someone to know how I fee-"Oops, I'm so sorry, Are you okay?"..." Y-yea" I said and smiled " Here, let me help you", The girl who's helping me pick up my stuff looks up, I look into her eyes but all I see is a sad and lonely girl whos begging for help. "Thank you for helping me, "No problem"..."Oh uhm I'm sorry, My name is Roa, Sim Roa", "Oh- my name is Moonbin" "Nice to meet you" we both say in sync laughing after because the situation was funny. "Anyways thank you for helping me, Bye 😄", "Bye 😊"
-Roa Pov-
How do you not remember me, Binnie...?
-MoonBin pov-
Something about that girl felt nice, I feel relieved in a way...I don't know...
End of chapter one "My mind and me (Life cycle)"
Song: My mind and me by Selena Gomez
A/N: I decided to write this story because of Moonbins passing, it really hurt me a lot and as you guys could tell Roa is supposed to be Arohas, Arohas meant a lot to Binnie and as much as we miss him we know he's in a safer place now, He's always with us no matter what. Moonbin will be the brightest star up there
