TW: Bulling, Self-harm(detailed), Physical Child Abuse(detailed), Suicidal Thoughts, Mentions of SA/Rape
The next day he left Robins house. Before he went to school he first went back to his own house to grab the school things and then started walking the way the school was. He didnt had far to school from his house so he should get there pretty quickly
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When he got there he saw his friends in front of the building. He walked up to them. "Hey Guys" he said to them. They turned to him and Griffins face light up when he saw him. "Finney!!" said Griffin jumping at him almost sending both of them down. "Hello Griffin" said Finney while he menaged to stop the flinch. The scars he had on his body were quite fresh. "How are you feeling?" asked Billy with worried expresion. "I'm fine. Thanks for asking Billy" said Finney smiling. Keeping in the back of his head that he needs to keep his wings hidden even if it's quite painfull at this point after not getting them out yesterday for long enough due to being at Robins. "You sure? You look like you're in pain or something like that" said Bruce. Bruce was right. Finney was in pain, both mental and physical. But he kept his smile on and said: "Yeah. I'm sure. Don't worry. Lets go guys. The bell will rang soon" said Finn and went inside the school. The others followed his suit
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When he ended the last lesson Finn went to the his locker. He put all the things he didnt needed in it and locked it. He then went into the way of the school entrance. While he was walking he suddenly heard his bullies behind him. He quickly ran into the direction of the bathroom and went inside and sat by the wall. The bullies went after him. "Oh come on Finney. Don't run away from us. We wont harm you..." said one of them coming into the bathroom. 'Bulshit. They will for sure harm him' Finney thought. And he was right. They beat him a lot and called him names. "You should die just like your mother did" said one of them leaving the bathroom. He was bruised and shocked and felt like crying. He hated when someone was saying that to him. He already had low self-esteem and things like this only made it lower. Soon he got up and walked out of the bathroom, not even caring enough to treat his wounds and bruises. He just wanted to go back home and start crying in his bed. When he got to school entrance he noticed his friends were standing there, but he didnt felt like talking to them right now. Instead he passed them ignoring their calls out to him. He just continued walking. He didnt wanted to be out any second longer
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His luck seemed to really be non-existent since when he got back to his house his excuse of a father was home. He looked pissed. He then grabbed Finney by the collar of his shirt and threw him to the ground. He then took his belt and procceded hitting Finney on the back. After some time he stopped, kicked Finney few times and left to his room. While leaving he said "You are better of dead". Finney had enough. He run to his room and then to the bathroom. He then took out the razor blade he hidden in there and pressed it to his hand. He then drag it along skin on his hand leaving a long, bloody scar and he did that again and again and again. He did that until he hadnt calmed down and his hands werent covered in horendous amont of scars. He then begin thinking. What if his bullies and his father was right? What if he's really better of dead? What if he deserved to die? Maybe he should just give up and kill himself right now. No! He couldnt give up yet. His friends needed him. He needed to save them from the Grabber. He couldnt leave just yet
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For the next month when he was in school he avoided his friends at all cost. He didnt wanted them to worry about him. That was until the 16th of May. It hit him. He needed them. He needed them in his life more than he thought. Tears started falling down his face. But will they forgive him for acting like that that for the past month. He can only go to school and find out. Plus he needed to start hang out with them again, Billy was kidnapped tomorrow and he has to do something about it. He left his house few tears still running down his checks. He then begin to walk to school
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When he got there as always he saw his friends at the school entrance. He didnt knew why, but they were always waiting for him despite him ignoring and avoiding them for so long. He took a deep breath and walked in the direction of school entrance. When he walked past them his friends called out to him. This time he stopped in place, he didnt ran away like he was doing for a past month. He instead turned around and looked at them. He still has a lot of dried tears on his face witch shocked his friends. "Finney!! What happened?! You look terrible!!" Robin said concern feeling his eyes, the same with his other friends. 'No shit sherlock' Finn thought. He honestly not only looked terrible, but he also felt terrible. "Nothing. It's nothing. I'm fine..." he said looking down at the ground. He didnt wanted his friends to know the truth. Not now. No, not ever. "That's bulshit Finn. You dont look fine at all" said Vance crossing his arms. "It doesnt matter. I dont want to talk about..." Finn said. He kept looking at the ground. He felt his tears coming back to his eyes. He tried to keep them in as he felt the pain overwhelm him again. He then took a deep breath at the attempt to calm himself down. He menaged to do that. "We should get going. The bell will rang soon" he said and procceded to go inside of the school. The others were quite shocked, but followed him nontheless
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At the lunch he was thinking about Billys kidnapping. It was tomorrow. He wasnt sure how to do this. In one of his visions he saw that Billy was kidnapped during delivery of papers. He couldnt offer to do the papers for him since it would rise too much suspicion and his friends were already suspicious of him. He was thinking until he heard Billy say: "I wish someone would do papers for me tomorrow. So that I could have one day to sleep longer" Finney perked up at that. He looked at Billy and couldnt belive his luck. "I can do them for you!" he said a bit too excited. He wasnt even thinking what exactly he was saying nor he was controlling his emotions. He was focused on saving Billys life and that was his chance. "Really?" Billys face light up when he heard Finney say that. "Yeah..." Finney said. "Finney are you a fucking sadist?!" Griffin asked him suddenly. "Uh...no? Why?" he asked confused. "No one would get up at that hour willingly" said Griffin to him. Finney looked down at his hands. "I'm up early anyway" he mumbled, but his friends still heard that. "Why so?" Vance said and frowned. "Reasons..." said Finn. Cutting the topic short
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After school he separated from his friends expect Billy and went to Billys house to get papers for tomorrow. When they got there Billy handed him the papers. Finney packed them in his backpack. The two then hugged each other and waved each other a goodbye and Finney went to his house
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The next day he got up early and got ready. After that he left the note for Gwen so that she wasnt worried about him and left the house. He got his bike out and started driving. After a while he saw black van next to him in the corner of his eye. The man in van rolled down the window and asked: "Wheres the usual paperboy?" 'Yup. For sure The Grabber' he thought. He would recognize him everywhere. After all Grabber helped with the experiments on him and he would touch him in a wrong way a lot. Finney quickly got out of his thought. He smiled fakely, but nicely and said: "He couldnt do the papers today so instead I do it" The Grabber just looked at him and said: "Okey." he rolled up a window and drove away. Finney let himself relax a bit and sighed in relief. He then continued to do papers. When he was done he went on his bicycle to the school and met up with his friends in front. "How was it?" Billy asked. "Good." he simply said not telling them about The Grabber. He was proud of himself. Billy was right there. He wasnt on the black van driving him away, but he was actually here. That meant only one thing
Finney Blake had saved Billy Showalter
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Notes: Heyy Folks. Strong chapter here. Hope you'll still enjoy it. And sorry for making it this hard. Good luck and see ya in a next one
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