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SHUJIS POV CONTINUED

y/n pushed my hands off her

she looked like she was about to cry, am i that bad?

"dont cry dont cry please"

of course she started crying full on sobbing

she was trying to say something but she was mumbling through her gasps for air

y/n: im sorry its not your fault

i made her sit down on the floor so she can calm down

she leaned her head on the wall and looked like she was in pain

"what did i do im sorry"

y/n: were you trying to kiss me

i tried to dismiss the question

"why are you crying"

y/n: why do you have to kiss me like that in this situation your so dumb

she looked the other way so she wont have to face me

i grabbed her arms to make her whole body face me again

i put my hand on her shoulder and the other and hand wiping her tears

"look im sorry okay im really sorry belive me"

y/n gave me the saddest face ive ever seen and it made me feel hurt

y/n: i cant ever get mad at you

by this time y/n had stop sobbing

we sat in silence i was trying to think of what to say or do

y/n: just stop being so confusing

"ill try"

i started hugging her because i felt really bad and she was squeezing me back

we stopped hugging and we were face to face

she looked so tired and like she wanted to go to bed but she wouldnt because i was here

'she must really like me huh'

"you really need to go to sleep"

y/n: im not even that tired plus i cant walk all the way to my room i cant feel my feet

"fine go sleep on the couch"

y/n: whatever

i helped her up and took her to the couch

she told me not to leave and was grabbing my hand

"y/n i have to go im sorry but ill come back tomorrow to see if your okay"

y/n: fine you better come back

she layed down and fell asleep right away. i felt bad leaving her but i forgot about maya and anna