I don't know why but I just hate myself people try to help me but I just push them away because I know they won't be able to help they will just get hurt in the process I've hurt enough people in my life including myself and don't want to hurt anyone anymore I don't want to hurt anymore I love the people who hate me and hurt the people who love me if nobody loved me then I wouldn't get the opportunity to hurt anyone... that's why I'm better off alone
