My Letters To You

Chapter 4: Not everyone is meant to be

Chapter 4: Not everyone is meant to be.

My dear Rue, it has been 386 days since you have been gone.

It has been a hard week.

I miss you so much.

I had to go to the hospital this week.

You would have been so worried.

Me and Hazel were so close with finding your killer.

But we didn't find them.

I broke your favorite vase.

I am so angry.

I miss you so much.

My mom used to say that 'not everyone is meant to be'

But i don't think it's true.

Every broken heart has millions of pieces.

But if you lose a piece, it will never be the same again.

The day i lost you i knew it would never be the same again.

I was broken again.

And when i broke your vase that day, i wanted to cry so hard.

I was so angry at myself.

You would have said that it was okey, that we could buy a new one.

But it is not, and the same night i was in the hospital.

The same night they told me that my heart is failing.

That same night everything fell apart.

Again.

I am home right now.

I got a sort of inhaler for my heart.

I don't know what to do anymore.

Hazel is helping me with everything.

I want to know why Hazel came to me.

And if she knows more.

You would have said 'just ask her,she is not going to hurt you'

So ....i did.

She told me that her husband died because of them.

She told me that she did not get a chance to say goodbye.

She told me that she wants to help me.

To accept that you are gone.

She told me that she did not get that help.

She told me that she had a son and a daughter.

She told me her daughter died too

Yours faithfully