I died.. That's actually true. I died a few years ago. I died in my husband's arms, Alex Karev. But then I came back. I came back to life.. that must have meant something, right?
I loved him very much, no lie. I just had to start over again. I got fired from my job at Grey+Sloan Memorial. (When I worked there, the name of the hospital was Seattle Grace)
When I heard the new name of the hospital, I broke down.. I quickly figured out that "Grey" was for Lexie and "Sloan" from Mark. Because there couldn't be Mer who was dead. Not a single chance. Fine.. she has been closer friends with death than the rest of us, but she always finds a way back. Little Grey and McSteamy are now dead..
I felt so bad, cuz they were my friends. Even though I wasn't spending much time with them during my residency, but still- They were family, just as Meredith, George, Cristina and Alex were.
Meredith, George, Cristina, Alex and I were all in the same group of interns. We went through our internship and residency together. We even stayed at the same house.
I got fired not long after I was cancer free. I knew I couldn't stay in Seattle, so I took a bus to Kansas in hope for better luck there.
It was a hard decision to make. And I also knew I couldn't just walk away, so I wrote a letter to my husband. I explained by the letter the situation as well as I could. I tried to make him understand that I didn't do this because of him or anyone else around the hospital. I did it for me, my career and I figured this was best for everyone involved.
I wouldn't have left Seattle if I didn't have to. This city was my home, the hospital was my safe place. I had my friends here, my family. The ones I loved more than anything. But as I said, I had to-
I cried on the bus.. for hours. I missed the smell of the OR, I missed George and the rest of the interns. I missed the feeling of the scrubs and the way the door sounded.
The trip from Seattle to Kansas took about a day. And it was painful all the way. When I left rainy Seattle, it was like someone took a piece of me and threw it away. But I had to fight against it. A new life was waiting for me on the other side.
When the bus finally arrived in Kansas, I took a deep breath. The fresh air entered my nose and I could feel its way down to my lungs. It was refreshing. I felt hope. Everything is gonna be okay, I told myself. I can do this, we are gonna do this..
I hope you liked it!! And sorry if the English isn't perfect. I'm Swedish <3
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Come Back When You Can
FanfictionIzzie is a former surgical resident at Grey+Sloan Memorial. After she gets fired, her life turns upside down. She moves to Kansas to start over again. She finds new friends and starts a new career. This is the story of Izzie Stevens after she left S...