Dearest James,
Hello James. How have you been? It's been 3 months already since you broke up with me.
But why this feels like that the time is going by so slowly? So slowly, that it is killing me already.
To be honest, I don't know how to start this letter. In the first place, I don't even know why am I writing this. To tell you how much I love you? To tell you how much I am missing you? To tell you how much you're hurting me? To tell you how much I've always wanted my revenge but I can't? To tell you how much I want to give you and let you feel this unbearable pain inside me?
But I can't.
I can't bear the feeling of knowing that you'll be hurt because of me.
I love you so much to hurt you.
I love you that this pain of loving you is killing me.
But I don't care because I love you.
Love, Roan.
