Poetry for her. (Completed)

You ask, why? ~

You ask, why? ~

Why I never give up?
Why am I holding tight?
Why I don't leave you
and let you live in light... mood of yours?
You ask, why?

Oh, Hi!
I know the directions
I know every way,
How can I leave you..
When the Time says STAY
Heal yourself 'n WAIT!

All those years,
Why did I wait?
Why I never told you
and How did I regulate?
You ask, why?

I never thought you'll notice my care,
I never thought you'll realize my love,
There were so many of them,
For you
I never thought that you'll even see the flare,
In me.

I was afraid,
Too afraid to dive in Love,
Too afraid of drowning
and letting my love submerge,
All around me was a wave
A wave of sadness in relations,
That had prevailed, my mind,
and made me, Too afraid

Thanks to you,
For keeping, My Love
Safe.

I don't share my problems,
I don't share them all,
Do I don't want?
Yes, I do, but I can't,
You ask, why?

I saw people losing love,
I saw people bearing pain,
Why? Just cause they didn't restrain
Didn't restrain,
and gushed their miseries.

I don't wanna be the reason,
The reason for you to leave,
I don't want my problems to be the one,
Cause I feel it can be it.
I don't want to bother you,
I don't want my miseries to take the toll,
I don't want any of them,
to make a hole, between us.

At last,
I know you love me,
I know you wanna be my solution,
Solution to everything.
I know that you want me to open,
Open, in the thick and thin.

I try,
But yet again,
I don't wanna be the reason,
Why!

If loving is equal to serving,
For you, I'll be all in,
Even if I am high.