Not just a mask ||hyunlix||

Return

Five years later
<<Felix>>
"Felix you got to redeem yourself, hyunjin broke up with you 4 years ago" jisung told me and I looked at him annoyed
"Omg thank you for reminding me" I said with a smile
"And you said that you got over him so where is the big deal?" he told me and looked at me annoyed
"I know but why did you invite my ex to you're dumb party?" I said kinda mad
"You both are family to me and my family, Felix you are like an uncle to my kids and also hyunjin" he said and I rolled my eyes

"Listen I have to go to my own kids so see you later, bye" he said and left

I went to the bathroom and got ready for the party, I wore a black shirt with on top a green jacket and matching green pants, black hair since I dyed it after 1 year of hyunjin left and covered my freckles

"Hey lix you came" jisung said coming towards to me and hugged me and we went to the others and there was only some friends of jisung and Minho, the kids and their friends, hyunjin and jeongin?

"Uncle Felix!" Kaylee one of their younger daughter came towards me and hugged me as well as the rest

Their were: broke (oldest 12) Sam and Jake (twin brothers 10 yo) Kaylee (2 youngest 4 yo) and Isabella (youngest 2 yo)
(They were all adopted btw)

After a while hyunjin left and I wanted to go smoke so I told the others and left to the balcony

I reached the balcony and saw that also hyunjin was there and I went next to him and smoked
"Hey..." he told me and I looked at him and he just kept looking at the view and ignored eye contact with me
"Hey" I said and just looked outside at the night sky
"Listen I'm sorry for leaving you like that, and even the day before our annivers-"
"No, no don't start, you know I was making a surprise for you and you're surprise was breaking up with me, any excuse you say I don't accept them" I said with a smile and walked away before he took my wrist

"Please just let me talk... I'm sorry Felix I didn't want to hurt you, I'm not saying that we need to be friends again but I just don't want our relationship to be this cold" he said and I just hugged him and tried not to cry missing his hugs

We got out of the hug and I looked at him and just pulled him in a kiss without thinking twice and I pulled out of the kiss I looked at him and he was shocked and I just left without saying anything

After some hours I was about to go before someone took my wrist, it was hyunjin
"Hey, since you still live at my house can me and jeongin stay for the time we are here?" He asked me and I nodded
"Yeah sure, but for how much?" I asked him
"Well for like 3-4 months" he said and I nodded and went to my house

We got there and they put their luggage's in the living room
"No, don't worry if you guys want you can sleep together in my bed, and I can sleep here on the couch" I said with a smile
"Are you sure?" Hyunjin asked me and I nodded
"Oh thank you lix" jeongin said hugging me and I rolled my eyes and hyunjin giggled

They finally finished getting ready, they finally came back and we stood all in the kitchen
"Felix, but in all these years you still don't have a boyfriend?" Jeongin asked me and I turned to him
"Well when you tried but then they sexually abused you, I prefer remaining single till the day I die" I said and smiled and he looked shocked and hyunjin when I said I was sexually abused he immediately stood up straight like he just wanted to come and hug me

"Omg I'm so sorry" jeongin said clearly understanding he could care less
"So in all you're life you never had a boyfriend except hyunjin?" He asked me and that was none of his business to know
"Why do you care? Do you want me to say that, yes I never had a boyfriend before hyunjin, and that I miss the only person who was capable of loving someone like me, was that what you wanted to hear?" I said mad and got up to go in the living room