you make jokes
you do some pranks
but do you ever consider
what the other person thinks
at the moment
they may say it fine
but when they get home
it's a whole different line
they sit in their bedroom
and think for an hour
about what you have said
and try to stay strong with all their power
when they lay down to go to sleep
you have no idea what's on their head
they could be considering burning or cutting
or what it would be like if they were
dead
but they wake up the next morning
quiet as ever
today was different
they didnt want to suffer
they went on with their day
and then there was a joke
that was over the edge
that they just couldn't cope
when they got home
they sat in the bathroom
with a razor or rope
thinking of reasons
For them to live
and they wrote the finale draft
of that suicide note
