꧁Eᴠᴇʀʟᴀsᴛɪɴɢ Hᴏᴘᴇ.꧂

Chap. 5: Recovering memories

" My lady are you awake? "

I slowly opened my eyes as I observed this place, this must be some memories of my past

I looked beside me to see kunikuzshi aka natzuko

" are you ready for the day? "

Kuni said as I stayed silent and started speaking

" sure.. "I said as we gotten ready and saw someone also familiar

" good morning your holiness how was your sleep? Feeling comfortable " the unknown person said as I stayed silent

Trying to find out who he was

" good morning.. I forgot your name.. "

I said with a blank face

" oh you forgot? It's niwa " he said as he served us food

I was staring blankly as the others eat

" is there something wrong your holiness? Is the food not ok?? Oh no I should have prepared your favorite- " niwa said as he nearly got up

" no no it's ok niwa I was just thinking, the food is perfect no need to prepare another food "

Kuni started laughing as niwa started laughing telling him to shut up

I stared at them a smile appearing on my face

It really has been long time since I've seen him happy

But now.. he looks evil

I don't want to escape this memory, I wish I can live like this forever..

my world started spinning and I was very confused

Until I finally opened my eyes

I finally saw it, it was Fontaine merchant and niwa

I was with him.. but why

" I see you brought the Goddess of everlasting " the Fontaine merchant said as niwa spoke

" that's because she wants to support me, I did reassure her that it's gonna be fine but she just came along "

This must be the time niwa got murdered..

" you must be a shape shifter. The one who's part of the fatui and tried to take kunikuzshi "

I said blankly as the Fontaine merchant spoke up

" lies I am no fatui " the Fontaine merchant said

" what's going on? " niwa sai

" don't lie merchant. Your aura feels dangerous, "

I said pointing at him as he started laughing

" alright fine.. you caught me "

" we should probably leave this man "

I said as niwa also turned around but before we could walk out I heard niwa grunt and fell

I turned around to see niwa at the floor bleeding

I was staring in shock as I rush towards him and checked to see if he's ok

" You.. YOU MONSTER HOW DARE YOU " I said as I pressed on to niwa'a bleeding area to stop the bleeding

" how cute.. you already figured out who I am for some reason "

" you are not taking kunikuzshi as your another stupid experiment "

I said as I finally woken up

I gasped as I stood up from the bed, I was breathing heavily

" my lord! She's awake " the assistant said as dottore and scaramouche walked in

" how was your sleep my grace " dottore said as I was Breathing, suddenly I felt like my rage was coming "

" you... you killed niwa " I said as I give him angered eyes

" y/n what are you talking about? " scaramouche said as he gave me questioning look

" what? " dottore said mockingly

" did you not hear what I said? YOU KILLED NIWA. IT WAS YOU- "

I said getting off my bed and rush to attacked him as I was pinned down by a few fatui

" LET ME GO! YOU HORRIBLE PEOPLE " I said grunting trying to escape

" stop this nonsense your holiness you have no proof against me, lock her in her room "

Dottore said clapping ordering the fatui's bring me to my room

" FOOLISH MORONS UNHAND ME THIS ONCE " I said raging

I lost control.

The fatui's decided to calm me down lucky for them I calm down before taking me to my room in the palace

Since I had nothing to do I asked for papers and a pencil and they gave me one, so I started to draw

Some were my palace I remember from where i woke up, some were kuni.. those are the ones I could only think of, some were also my room, and many more

Since I had nothing to do anymore, I decided to sleep taking a nap won't hurt besides I was also crying since I just recovered my memories

I've feel asleep, unaware of my surroundings

Scara's pov:

" y/n? I'm coming in " I said as I opened the door

I looked around her room as I spotted her sleeping

" sleeping again? How many times have you slept " I said, but before I could come closer to her

I noticed a few drawings on her table

Maybe looking at one of them isn't that bad, i took a look at them

There were so many, some were the castle of everlasting.. somewhere drawings of old friends and regions of mondstadt, my eyes widen

She drew me.. she drew picture of my younger self smiling and looks like I'm helping around

And then another one of my present self.. I look so cold.. I didn't realized

I looked at her which she was sleeping

" drawing like you always do y/n " i said putting down the drawings, as i sat by her bed

Light snores coming from her, i felt like my cheeks turning red.. how embarrassing watching the Goddess sleep, I struck her hair fully seeing her face,

Since we didn't fully spend time together I decided to stay until she woke up

Besides I am not sleepy. I just watched her sleep for some reason while I was thinking

' probably I should quit of becoming a God but.. that would be a waste of time since my Godly form is almost completely done '

I said, as I look for new topics to think while waiting for y/n to wake up