Trigger warning: panic attack
I feel void coming back I feel like I lose control over my body
Stiles:
Can you come over?
Derek:
Sure what happend?
Who do I have to kill?
Stiles:
No one
Derek:
I'm coming over
Stiles:
Honey
Derek:
Teddybear
I hurry up stay where you are
It's real stiles your writing with me is real
Stiles:
Derek... I think he's back
Derek:
Stay where you are!
I be there in five
Stiles:
I feel like I lose the control Over my body
Derek:
I'm here open the door
I opened the door with crying eyes I saw Derek i saw his face was worried
"stiles listen this is not a dream it's reality fight it fight void you can do this I belive in you" he tried to calm me down
"I- I think he takes over again" I cried "I don't want to be void again please promise me you kill me if I try to kill Someone!"
"Stiles..."
"promise me Derek!" I shouted
"okay fine but I won't let that happend I won't let void take over you"
"I think it is a but to late for that" I laughed anxious
I don't want to be void last time Alison died it was all my fucking fault I killed them it's my fucking fault Ethan lost his brother it's all my fault void is the top one of the things I'm scared of becoming and now I slowly become him again
Derek told me to fight him but void was too strong I don't want Lydia to be in danger again he's gonna kill all my friends and it is all my fault my leg began to Bunching up and down I couldn't breath
"what's happening ?"
"Stiles you have a panic attack try to to calm down okay? I'm here he won't hurt you he won't hurt anyone I won't let it happen listen to my voice and try to calm down" he said calmy
I listen to his voice while I tried to calm down after a while I could breath normal again my leg stopped bunching up and down I fighted void for now
"Thanks Derek"
"no problem maybe I should stay here just in case you void takes over you..."
"but my dad-"I Protested but Derek interrupted me
"we have to tell him stiles we have to tell everyone he's back"
"they gonna hate me! Melissa was even scared of me last time I was void! It hurt me"
"stiles they don't hate you they all love you
"can we tell Danny it too?" I asked
I don't want that Danny is in danger because he doesn't know what's going on I care about him we're friends
"sure we can now get up I bring you to the sheriff station"I nodded
I don't want them to be in danger maybe it would
Be better if I'm not here anymore
YOU ARE READING
Sterek
FanfictionThis came to me in my head while I tried to sleep I don't know what this is but have fun Mostly text messages but sometimes also written something
