The next morning while Devante went to go pick up the twins from his mama house I got up to clean up because it was glass shattered all over the house from last night
Im sweeping the house as my mothers walked in
"Damn what the fuck happen"She asked as she looked around
"Me and Devante had a fight last night its fine now s"I said sweeping the glass in a pile
"Oh god..."She said
She grabbed my face and said "did that nigga get physical with you"she said
"No ma he didn't"I said she released my face
"But he did all of this?...I don't get you young girls you girls now days will take yourself through hell just to be with a nigga"She said
I rolled my eyes "He not just some nigga hes my husband "
"Does he know that ? cause he got a baby on the way with another woman? Whew chile I know that dick ain't worth that kind of embarrassment! is it"She asked
"See Mama told you not to signed that prenup I bet yo ass will listen to me next time"She said as she down sat on my couch
"Im not with Devante because of money"I said getting an attitude
"Baby don't tell nobody that outloud cause you sound stupid"she said
"Im not stupid!"I said
"You stupid as fuck! You should've left that nigga yesterday any real bitch would've been left"She said
"I have kids,I just can't leave"I said
"They dragging yo ass on the Internet you should go read them comments girlllll"She said
"Thats fine I don't live for the Internet Or people opinions I live for me and my kids and whats best for them"I said
"You think this is whats best for your kids look at this mess"She said
"Hes the father of my kids"I said
"I raised my kids without a man and yall came out just fine"She said
I laughed
"You did not raise us I raised myself and I raised my siblings"I said
"Your the reason why Im just as broken as this glass on the floor"I said angrily
"You can be anything in this world Andrea why do you choose to be a victim?"she asked
"Victim?"I said she cant be serious right now
"Don't blame me for the shit you accept "She said
"Im not blaming you Im trying to say you are a big part of my issues your the reason why I don't know how to correctly love my husband I shut down all the time I don't know how to properly deal with my feelings and emotions"I said
"Mama I try to forgive you for what you did but you gotta acknowledge what you have done thats all I want from you is acknowledgement"I said
I just wanted her to acknowledge what she did to me and stop gaslighting me
"For what?"She asked
And I whispered "for making have sex with grown men...making me steal from them making me feel dirty"I said
"Bye Andrea I don't wanna hear this shit!"She said dismissing my feelings yet again
Wouldn't be the first time she shut me down while Im expressing how I feel
Hence thats why I always do the same shit to Devante
"You letting that nigga put shit in your head about me I am your mother your mother!"She said
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Love Me Worse
General FictionWARNING ⚠️ MATURE CONTENT ⚠️ Toxic relationships most of us been through em some of us still going through em but what happens when the shit is toxic but the the love is real Andrea aka Drizz and Devante might give you a new perspective on toxic r...
