Young Love

41 ⇾ a twist of events

(My Wattpad was acting weird yesterday so make sure you read the chapter I posted yesterday before reading this one)

Jesus fucking Christ I don't know what was up with me yesterday.

It's like my fucking hormones took over.

I know most of you are probably pissed at me right now.

I mean shit, I'M pissed at myself!

But just let me explain...please.

In no way did I mean to make Jules uncomfortable or put her on the spot.

I genuinely thought she was over me and would have easily told me she didn't like me, but when she didn't...I maybe sorta kinda freaked out.

I respect her relationship with Rowan, I do.

Especially now that Ro and I are friends.

But I don't know...

UGH!

And before you bring up Oakley, yes we flirt with each other but neither of us has made a move on the other.

She told me she likes me but she also flirts with other guys.

And I'm not mad about it, it's her life and she can do whatever the fuck she wants.

Is that bad? That I don't care about who she hooks up with?

God, ever since Julie didn't tell me what I needed to hear, I can't get her out of my head!

The way she was looking up at me with her doe eyes and pouty lips that I so badly wanted to kiss.

But I couldn't do that.

I CAN'T DO THAT!

And the worst part, I have to see her again...in a few minutes.

I think I'm gonna be sick.

We decided to meet at my house this time.

And by decide I mean I told her to come here.

Mainly because my brothers don't know what the word privacy means and always burst into my room at the worst times.

Which is exactly what I need today.

Let my privacy be invaded as much as possible!

Suddenly there's a knock on my door and I feel sick again.

"Come in!" I managed to call out.

The door opens revealing Jules wearing a thick baby pink sweater with a black skirt, black tights, and black boots.

She's also wearing a thick scarf and beanie that matches her sweater.

It's not even that cold outside...