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𝙺𝙰𝙻𝚈𝙽𝙽 𝙰𝙼𝙰𝙽𝙸 𝙼𝙾𝙾𝚁𝙴 | 𝙺𝙰𝚈
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"Nykarri, you not gon say nun?" I looked at him as he stood there in silence.

"Nykarri," I called out for him again.

I frowned up my face immediately, I just told him I was pregnant and he was standing here... not saying shit like huh?

"Nykarri Jahmir," I spoke one last time.

"Ain't no way Kay, that can't be my baby. You cheated or sum— I always pull out," my eyes widened at the words he just said to me.

"C-cheated Nykarri? Not your baby ... did you forget you took my virginity?" I looked at him like he was stupid.

"Fuck that mean? You probably went out and fucked another nigga during our lil break or sum shit," he said to me.

I wanted to cry but I held that shit in, he wasn't about to see me weak or vulnerable... fuck that.

I started to laugh because during that lil "break," he cheated on me— fucked some bitch.

And since I love his stupid ass so much, have since we were kids I let it go since we were supposedly not together during that time.

You know whats funny though? During our break; I was perfecting this hair shit and dabbling into nails.

Break was only 2 months and he jumped in some new pussy immediately.

Now he got the audacity to say to my face that I cheated?

Ain't no fucking way.

I know how to solve this little problem.

"We're done, have a nice life."

"Kaylynn!" He called my name but I ignored him and got in my car and went straight to the clinic.

I ain't the only one who made this baby- fuck this.

$$$

After getting the rundown of the abortion process, I sat in deep thought wondering if this was the right decision.

I needed a couple days— I didn't wanna make a such big decision, with Karri being the reason I made it.

I was happy when I found out about the baby, especially because I knew I could give it the life I never got to experience until grown up age.

I sighed deeply as I looked down at the 14 week old ultrasound.

There was a person with a heartbeat growing in here... and I just don't think I'd have a heart to kill my baby.