Confused feelings

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(P) you think things are going ok up there?

(D) probably not

(P) I feel so bad I announced Rylans feelings it's all my fault

(D) they've been best friends since childhood i jest hope this won't ruin their friendship

(P) I'm so sorry rylan

- bed room -

(T) you can't hide it forever rylan

(R) I know but I thought if I hid it they would go away

(T) but their feelings for a person you've known since childhood and you see me almost every day were around each other all the time

(R) I'm jest an idiot

(T) don't think that way

(R) I'm jest calling myself it because the first time I've had true feelings for a guy it turned out to be for you and your not even gay and your my best friend I thought if I confessed this I'd fuck up our friendship

(T) it jest shows the real way you feel about me

(R) *laying back on bed* fffuuuuccckkkk

(T) *sitting on bed* jest relax

(R) I'm confused on what to do and you probably hate me

(T) I don't hate you I'm confused too jest because of all of this I don't know how to react I was shocked when Paula said it and I'm still shocked

(R) I'm jest sorry *rubbing eyes* I'm sorry

(T) rylan it's gonna be ok *laying back hugging rylan* it's ok everything's going to be fine

(R) I don't know what to do

(T) jest take some deep breaths will get through it I know it's all confusing even when I don't know what I like but rylan I promise this won't mess up any of our friendship

(R) I jest knew I shouldn't have feelings for you

(T) ry I know I understand that, I'm the guy you've known for years the closest person you've known that understands you for you and your feelings

(R) how are you so understanding right know? Like your not reaching like you'd be freaking out disgusted or not happy at all

(T) I am surprised it's something I don't expect even when it's you and it's the type of guy I am I'm understanding, I won't freak out It's all jest confusing it jest is alot to take in but I promise it won't end any of our friendship I promise

(R) *hugging thomas* I'm jest really sorry

(T) it's ok

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