As I Lose Myself...

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I sit , helpless , holding back my tears.
Losing my sanity as I tend to overthink.
My future and it's endless fears.
My past and its unbearable pain.
I try to keep going...
But it's like I have nowhere to go to.
I live , still hoping...
That all will work out.
That I will live again.
That I will be the me that I've always been...
As I lose myself...
My feelings , like seasonal rain - they come and go.
My thoughts , like one of a psychopath - full of sadness & rage.
My life -
as each day passes it gets harder to survive.
Take me to the next life 'cause this one wasn't meant for me!!

by : Lerato Yellow Motaung 💛

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