Feeling Myself

Confessions

Beyoncé Pov

"About us" I cross my arms

"What about us" Nicki look at me

"Did you really mean what you said about Ivy and the baby" I ask

She shook her head wiping her tears

"Bey,I was mad that I can't give you a baby" she cried

I push back some of my hair behide my ear, I walk towards her and stop and wipe her tears.

"It's okay nicki, I'm sorry I did this" I look down at my feet

"It's all my fault" she finally stop crying

"And I shouldn't said none of that stuff" she added

The door knock again

"I'll get it" I walk to the door

"What the fuck you want" I cross my arms

"You once again" Jay smile holding some flowers

I sigh

"I'm sorry I move on and I guess it wasn't meant to be, you understand one day" I close the door in his face

I heard his door slam and the car driving away

"Who was it" nicki ask

"Nobody, she some teenager looking for direction to 349" I lied

"So are we okay for now" She look up at me

"Yeah for now" I walk upstairs

Next Morning

"Momma can we go get breakfast at Iwop" Ivy said while jumping on the bed

"Of course , give mommy 30 minutes" I sat up in bed yawning

Nicki was still sleep next to me cuddle up next to me

"Okay" Ivy jump down running away

I got up and did my hygienes, I put on some tight blue jeans and white tee and some black toms with my hair curly down my back.

"Ivy come to mommy bathroom" I yelled

Some enough she was walking in smiling

"Awe" I smile

I wash her up sliding her on white tights and a black shirt with her name on it with some white vans.

"Go wake up nicki and tell her to get ready" I kiss her cheek.

"Oktay mommy" she race off

I clean up the bathroom and surely nicki walk in smiling

"What" I ask

"Nothing" she push me out

Nicki Pov

When I finish fixing up my dress, I slide one some flats and gel my hair I a ponytail. I sigh looking the mirror, I don't know when I'm on a break down to bey, India likes me.

I walk out the bathroom grabbing my phone off the charger sticking it in my Mk purse.

"Baby girl, we gonna get pankcskes" I hearded bey say

"I want what daddy gets me" Ivy yelled

"Okay darling we gonna call daddy when we get there" she reply

I walk downstairs with a smile

"Ready" I ask

They nod and we left

Beyoncé Pov

"Hello my name is Shane and I'm gonna be taking your order"

"I'll like two orders of Maple pancakes and eggs with a side of bacon" I said

"Same" Nicki added

"And to drink?" She ask

"Orange juice please" Nicki answer

"Okay" the waitress left

"So I was thinking about going to Mexico for the summer" nicki started

"For how long" I ask

"2 weeks and bring some family along and enjoy each other"

"I like it, are you gonna watch Ivy for like 3 hours for me" I smile

"Why" she look up

"Mommy please can I go" Ivy grab my arm

"Ivy, mommy have to see a friend about business" I look at nicki

"Who the friend" she whispers

"Meek" I pulled my phone out

"Why" She was getting mad

"Because we going get our plans reading for the baby" I rolled my eyes

"Have an abourtion" she cross her arms

My heart skip a beat, my mouth got dry. I was about to cry. I did even responded.

"Here your food" The waitress left

"Here ivy" i cut up her food

"Thanks mommy" she began to eat

"So are you" nicki look at me

I start eating my food without no words

"Ivy hurry" I spoke

"Otay" she clap her hands

I felt like throwing up and crying

"India coming to get me" Nicki said

"And don't come back" I reply

"Really bey, you not even ready for a baby"

"So I should just kill it" I got up picking up Ivy

"Fuck everything" I got the keys and left

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