Sanegiyuu one-shots

Rengokus death

Idk what to call this
Bad grammar and spelling
Angst
Spoiler for Mugen train arc
Contains rengiyuu!!

Giyuu POV
    I can't believe it. I stopped in my tracks  as my crow told me what had happened, he was gone. The one person I had finally let in and loved since sabito and now he's gone just like that and there isn't a single thing I could do about it. I held back tears as a walked back to my estate, no ran back.
As soon as I got inside I my knees felt weak I could feel the tears going down my face I feel to the ground, the only thing that could be heard in my room was my helpless sobs,he was gone.
    I knew I shouldn't of even tried. God I'm such an idiot. I knew I shouldn't of let someone else in. Stupid Stupid stupid!
   My thoughts ran wild as I just cried hopelessly on the ground, until I heard the door to my estate open
    Sanemi POV
    I just got news of Rengokus death. I was just about to go ask that stupid water pillar if he wanted to spar to, now I'm even more in the mood to fight. Can't believe that idiot got himself killed, I was a little upset by it I mean he was a good guy and all but I mean not like I was friends with him or anything, not like I'm freinds with anyone tho.
   I started walking towards the water estate, I mean why not still offer maybe I won't feel so bad after a good fight and tomioka usually puts up a good fight against me, for the most part at least.
  Once I finnaly get there I open the door to see tomioka laying and the ground in tears. I was taken aback by what I say, this is the guy I've never even seen smile never seen him show a bit of emotion but here he was on the ground baling his eyes out.
                    3rd person POV
     Sanemi kneeled down to the ground and pulled the other boy into a hug. "S-Shinazugawa I- why are you here?" Giyuu said thru his cries "I came to see if you wanted to spar but I don't think that's happening, but do you wanna tell me why you're sobbing like a baby or just wanna sit here?" Sanemi replied he had a slightly annoyed tone like normal but he tried to make his voice more comforting to make the other boy feel safe.
   "I-I can't believe he's gone" tomioka started thru his sobs "I finally loved someone Again and they leave me again I don't wanna be alone but yet here I am left alone and crying like always" giyuu said his voice going up in volume as he got more and more upset.
     "You loved him?, you don't wanna be alone? None of these things make sense you're always alone" sanemi said confusion in his voice he didn't fully understand what he was hearing. Tomioka didn't want to be alone? The one who separates himself from the other hashira. The one you will always find alone in his room. The one that avoids talking to people at all costs didn't want to be alone?
     " yes! I loved him, I loved him so much he cared for me he was sweet and kind and caring. But now he's gone and I'm left alone with no one to care for me I hate this feeling I don't want it! I just wanna be happy for once but this world won't let me! It always takes away the people I love! Why?! Why can't I just be happy for once!" Giyuu was basically yelling at this point he has his head buried in sanemis chest his arms wrapped around him hugging him tightly
    " you don't have to be alone..." sanemi said in a soft voice "I'm right here and I'll stay here as long as you need me to" he added, he cared for tomioka he truly did tho he didn't want to admit that he did but it hurt him to see him like this, in this much pain and grief "I wish I could make your pain go away but there's really nothing I can do but be here" sanemi said, his words were true he really did wish there was more he could do that he could take away all this pain tomioka felt but he couldn't
    "S-Shinazugawa" giyuu started "call me sanemi pls" the other boy interrupted and said " oh-alright....thank you. But I'm confused....why,why are you being so kind to me? Don't you hate me" tomioka asked in a soft voice his tears had slowed down now tho they have not fully stopped.
     "I don't hate you giyuu, I care for you truly I have for awhile I just didn't know how to tell you or how to act around you so I pushed my feeling aside and just acted like I hated you when really I love you truly tho Ik you don't feel the same you loved Rengoku now he's gone" sanemi said lifting tomioka face gently to look at him
   "Y-you love me? Me? Of all people you choose me? I don't get it." Tomioka said confused "yes you and You know what I don't get it either but I do" sanemi replied still holding giyuus face in his hand
    "You are sweet I do believe are relationship could grow, just not now in the future tho I do believe we could be more then what we are, but right now I'm in to much pain to trust Agian, to love again." Giyuu said resting his head back on sanemis chest
   "That's fine with me" sanemi said leaving a kiss on his forehead.
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This one's longer lol