i wish i didn't know him or him or him
i wish i didn't know about depression
i wish i didn't know about divorce
i wish i didn't know about sex
i wish i didn't know about models
i wish i didn't know about abuse
i wish i didn't know about heartbreak
i wish i didn't know about dark places
i wish i didn't know that words could hurt so bad
i wish i didn't know that my own are hurting me more than others
and thats a small part of what i wish i didn't know.