Dear Laura,
Laura-bear! Oh, love, I'm gonna miss you sooooooo much! You and our little Carson! Aww, tell her her daddy loves her so much! Loves for both of you!
I truefully have no idea how to start this and what to say. I wanna say so much, but I want it to be good.
So I'll start from when I met you.
From the start, the 20 questions and the truth or dare, I knew you were better then you made yourself look. Better, way better actually. God made you perfectly, for me. I beat myself up because I can't be with you. That I can't kiss your scars and dance with you in the rain. That I cant tell you its gonna be okay when things were going wrong. I just wish you knew that its gonna be alright.
I feel terrible.
Anyway, lets think of something happier... Lil Carson was the best thing that happened through our time together... I love her.
Things are gonna get better for you, I can just feel it. Your kidney stones will hopefully go away, and things will get better with your parents. Hopefully you'll find a guy that could give you everything I couldn't.
By the way, I listened to Irresistible by One Direction. I feel the same way.
I'm getting to emotional, so I might have to stop.
I won't forget you and Carson.
Love always,
Kethien xoxo
