𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐈𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔, A.B

⎯⎯𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐈

⎯𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐖𝐄𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 that is going to be held in months away was making both the Bridgerton and Greenwood's mamas excited, Elanor could not help but sit in the backyard of her home admiring the skies that have painted with stars. She remembers oh so well when the proposal happens...

"You have utterly, completely, absolutely made me fall for you that Eros has simply shot me with one of his arrows, Eleanor Greenwood, my beautiful beautiful Darling... will you marry me?" he asks as he looks at her with pure adorations, Eleanor could not help but smile in glee and nodded,

"Yes, of course, Anthony, I will marry you!"

It happen so fast and now that she was going to be wedded to the man she knows and loved. She's supposed to feel happy right? to jump and down with a gleeful face and shout at the world that she was going to be wedded... but she felt so scared, was she going to throw away all of her freedom for a man that she knew and love...

"Eleanor?" she looks behind her to see her mama, cradling her brother in her hands, "Mother..." her baby brother babbled, wanting to know his presence was here too, Eleanor could not help but chuckled quietly, "and William, why are you still awake?" she asks the two of them,

Amelia walk up to her eldest daughter and sat beside her, "I think I should be the one asking you that, Eleanor," she told making her sigh in discontent, "Something on your mind dear?" Eleanor nodded her head and laid her head on her mother's shoulder,

"When you married father, did you ever feel like... it was all too fast? that all of the things that you have in your freedom were now thrown away?" she ask her mother, Amelia look at her confused, where has all of this coming from,

"Are you regretting accepting Lord Bridgerton's proposal?" she asked her back making Eleanor look at her mother instantly and denied it, "No! oh god, no, he's perfect mother, it's like he's the man of my dream..."

"You are worried about your freedom, that you will be like a housewife?" her mother ask her again hitting the right spot on her doubt, Eleanor slowly nodded and put her head back to her shoulder, Amelia could not help but softly smile at her daughter,

"Eleanor, when I was your age, I also have my doubt if I will lose my will of freedom, I was rebellious as I didn't want to be married and lost my freedom," she told her while chuckling at the memories,

"Really?" she looked at her mother who was the calmest and most well-mannered person she ever met, Amelia nodded, "Oh yes, I didn't want to be married, I thought it was ridiculous, but then I met your father..." she smiles,

"He was the man that I could be myself and did not need to change whoever I am when he proposed to me, I was also worried of course, if I this will ever be the same... and it is, your father has treated me so well and has given me the free liberty to teach you and your siblings of what I want them to learn..." she looked to her daughter and caresses her cheek with her non-occupied hand,