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There is a feeling of regret
If I'm not mistaken
Inside my heart is breaking
I know I did you wrong
And I'm not faking
I'm sorry and I know that you hate me
For all the things that made your life miserable
But you seem so happy now
Now that you have left my side
So here is an apology for every time I've done you wrong
But the only regret that hurts more is not being able to say I love you
I know I'm coward and I'm sorry
And it seems that I can only express myself through words and not actions
Please forgive me my beloved
Because the more you're apart from me the more I miss you
Your happiness is enlightening but hurtful to see how much you really do hate me
Freedom are the words that you express with your smile everyday you're not with me
Forgive me my beloved
I've done you wrong
A thousand times I shall say I'm sorry
But this monster eating my heart is still chewing
Eating every emotion
But a thousand years
I shall keep waiting
For my beloved to walk into my arms
And say you are forgiven
Even if it does not happen in this lifetime
I shall wait a thousand lifetimes
Even when the earth is dust
I shall wait forever
To hear those words be spoken from your lips
You shall be in my heart till then my beloved
Until this monster finishing eating every memory of you
And my soul becomes nothing of value for love