Q u i d a m

Shaken faith

I have put my all belongings at your place,

when I say, nothing is mine anymore

How can it be? when the little breath - I'm taking

by your mercy. My world is shaking, hence the body too.

 

All I know, I can't take it anymore.

you know, my faith gets crumble too

with the little steps, like wobbling

as a child, who is walking for the first time.

Like a toddler, when I started to grip

strongly, merely making up there

gets stumbling again, now it's

become a reversed cycle.

I fall, fall again but I stand up

with a hope that one day, I will

be on the ground firmly, so strongly

That day, I won't need anyone.

A question has raised with that

Will I be actually able to do so?

or I will just get lost, just like any

others, who have been fighting for so long.

My faith is shaken once again,

i don't know if i will be standing,

Can you be there for me?

when I would say, not anymore

I just wanna rest.

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Every one of you, is a special creature. It's okay to get stumbled, it's okay to fall. Remember that, in a way we rise again.