CHAPTER 48: BABY PT. 4

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JENNIE POV


"Here is your daughter Ms. Kim" The nurse handed a box to me and leaves. I stare at the box and not even a second, my tears came down my cheeks again "Why you have to leave mommy so early?" I sob and hug the box "W-wae?"

"Mama, why you crying?" I turn to Luna who just woke up then quickly wipe my tears "Where is Dada?" She ask while rubbing her eyes. I place the box beside me and sniff. Right! Where are you hon? it's been 3 hours since you left

"Nothing baby but can you give me a hug?" I open up my arms and Luna came towards me for a tight hug "Are you ok?" She asks me again "Mama is not ok for now~" I sniff and hug her again "Baby can you grab my phone? We need to call Dada" I ask Luna and she obeyed me right away. I quickly dial Lisa's number but it can't be reached

"Where are you Li~" I look at my phone and try to call her again "Stop making me worry too! I n-need you~" My voice cracked all of a sudden. What if something happened to her? I can't lose her! I still need her! I close my eyes for 5 seconds and try to call Lisa again but it was still the same "Just please even a ring for goodness sake!"

"Mama? Why?" Luna looks at me with worried eyes. I was about to speak when the door opened wide open. Showing the person I was looking for but with more blood on her clothes, a cast on her arm and a bandage wrapped around her head and neck

"L-Lisa! Wh-what happened to you? What's with that bandage huh?!" I give all my strength to get up but she stop me right away before I could "What happened to you?! I was so damn worried! I can't call you! What if something happened?! I need you Manoban especially this time!" I started crying again

"I'm sorry~" Lisa pulls me into a hug "I'm s-sorry for making you worry, I was just doing what you and our daughter deserve" I felt her lips on my forehead then she looks at me in the eye with tears brimming in it "T-the killer is in jail now and I'll make sure that he can never get out of there" I felt anger from her voice. I can't blame her, I am raging in anger and sadness and we were so excited to see and spoil our daughter but then she was gone in just a snap "I'm sorry I didn't come on time" Lisa hugs me tight and I can hear her sobbing a little

"What happened to you?" I ask softly but she just shake her head and hug me tight with her free arm "Take a rest first then we'll talk tomorrow" Lisa breaks the hug then lays me down despite of her broken arm the after she puts Luna on the couch to go back to sleep. Lisa gave me a weak smile when she saw the box where our unborn daughter is and sits on the chair beside me

"Sleep now hon" She caress my hair, I shake my head and look at the box "I-I can't" I said with pain in my voice "H-how c-can I sleep like this Lisa? I-I wasn't able t-to protect our little girl" I hug my blanket and sob silently. Lisa lay beside me and we hug each other until we unconsciously fell asleep

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"If I just came on time" I woke up because of the faint sobs inside the room. I open my eyes slightly and saw that on the clock that it was 3 in the morning. I turn to look where I saw Lisa but she wasn't there, so I try to look around the dim hospital room until I saw Lisa talking on the phone by the window

"Chaengie, what should I do? I can't think of anything, I think I want to die already but I can't because Jennie needs me" I heard Lisa speak in a low tone so she's talking to Rosie~ "We planned to tell her mom when we come back here but- Please tell me what should we do angel~" I just lay and continue to listen to what she's saying

"Yah! How can we just accept it easily?! You don't know the feeling of losing a daughter!" I watch Lisa end the call and place her head on the window. I saw how fast her tears drop and it's hurting me. I turn to look at the box where my daughter is and caress it "I'm sorry~" I heard Lisa said in her faint sobs. I just stay quiet and cry silently. Watching Lisa cry by the window for straight 30 minutes until she fell asleep. I stand up and approach her quietly when the door opens

"J-jennie~" Rose and Jisoo look at me sadly as they enter. I just look down to Lisa then back to them "U-unnie~" I let out a sob and there she grabs me in for a hug "I-I l-lost m-my baby~" I hug her tight and so she did as well

"I'm sorry for than Jennie but always remember were here for you guys~" Rosie joins the hug, waking Lisa up. She was shock to see Rose and Jisoo but it made us release some of our heavy feelings. Rosie took Luna to Lisa's apartment while Jisoo was staying here with us as 5am strikes

"What happened to you by the way?" Jisoo asks, referring to Lisa's bandages and bloody clothes. Lisa gives out a fake smile and shakes her head. Maybe she's not comfortable to tell us~ "So what now?" Jisoo sighs and looks at me and Lisa. I look away and sigh "I-I d-don't want to be here" I said in a low tone

"Maybe you both should tell-"

"We won't tell anyone Jisoo~" Lisa said with a stern tone then stands "Wh-where are you going honey?" I ask. Lisa grabs her things and my car keys "I am not yet done with that asshole!"

"Hon you sent him to jail, I think a lifetime sentence is enough" I said in a low tone "Just that Jennie Kim?! You think that would be enough?!" Lisa shakes her head and points her chest "It fucking hurts and won't let him live! He will burn in hell" Lisa cries angrily

"I want him to suffer too Lalisa but do y-you think I want you t-to k-kill him?! I need you this time Lalisa!" I shout angrily as my tears fall down for the nth time

"Pl-please c-calm down Lisa unnie~ I-I think jail and not seeing Luna serves him already~" Jisoo speak and looks down like she was scared of Lisa's response "W-we're all sad to lose your daughter~" She added. I was just looking at Lisa, her eyes were full of sadness and anger

"I can't even face you Jennie~" Lisa finally speaks and it broke my heart into pieces "I-I am n-not bl-blaming you f-for our daughter. I am bl-laming myself" Lisa points at herself and her eyes were red because of crying "What if I just brought you with me? What if I didn't meet my friend? What if I didn't help the old lady? F-for sure th-things won't turn out like th-this~"

"Hon~"

"Bambam wants to k-kill me because of Luna~ Argh! I don't even know what I'm saying! This happened because of me~ If I was with you that time, I was able to protect you from that bastard!"

"Lisa unnie, it's not your fault" Jisoo speaks and I quickly agree with her "Honey come here~ J-just st-stay with me~" I open my arms for a hug but she just shake her head and leave "L-li-LISA!" I quickly get out of my bed when Jisoonie stops me "Just let her Jen, you both need space to think and accept about it" She rubs my back as I start crying again. Things won't be back s the way it was before and I am sure of that~

I just hope that~ IT WILL BE YOU AND ME UNTIL THE END LALISA MANOBAN~



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