new york's december

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oh wow, what a ride! i love this story so much; it has a very special place in my heart. so i actually wrote the song featured in the last chapter of this story, and i thought i'd share it here. i wrote it specifically with spideychelle in mind. it's called new york's december and the paper i wrote it literally has a note i wrote on it that says "spideychelle anthem". so, here you go.

darling, i fear

that we may not make it out of here

alive

i've seen this film 

a hundred times

and they all end with the feeling

of dying a little inside


and you never really knew

how and that i really loved you

so if tomorrow never comes

for me and my fictional lover

i just hope you'll know

how much i really do


i wish we were in a movie 

somewhere we could say i do

and move off, ride the sunset together

my fly high place is a softer autumn

but i always but i always go back to new york's december


i see you at the stop sign goin' home

see you at the coffee shop where you work through the window

and i wish i had your superpower with me right now

to calm me down 'cause i'm too far gone


maybe that's just 

the way life goes

leaving everything you've ever known

to find your way home

and i'm

really far away from mine


if everything's totally fine 

then why am i crying? 

maybe i can

dream a little dream

of new york's december


in my mind, dear diary

oh

i'll be

building my new life with legos 

and if you happen to see my softer ground

my stargirl and my younger dreams

tell them they can find me

when new york hits december

all over again


for now, i'll be living

in the twilight zone

flying blind in the dark

all alone

and i'll try to hit

two birds with one stone

when it comes down to being

far and almost home


so i'll see you again when

my fly high place is a softer autumn

and i go back to

new york's december

all the time


once again this story has a very special place in my heart and i'm debating on writing a sequel! what do you guys think?

anyways i hope you enjoyed this wild ride as much as i did.


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