Poetry: My Emotions for Better or Worse.

All I see

All I see

Are hateful faces

All I see are judges

Judges in street clothes

in designer jeans

In schools

And malls

And everywhere In between

All I see

Are angry people

Angry people on my jury

Who do not care

They tell me

I am not good enough

Smart enough

Rich enough

To be like them

I try to run

I try to hide

But

All I see

Is their hate and

All I hear is their poison filled words

I run from them

My tears stream down my face

And the blood down my wrist

And the sobs leave my lips like a prayer

The pain in my heart is all I can take

so I scream

And I run to the end

And all I see is nothing

Nothing but black

A Deep

Dark

Black

Hole

That goes down and never ends

So I turn around

All I see

Are monsters I've created

From my mind

And from my soul

I close my eyes

And fall from the monsters of my mind

From the judges

And juries

I flee from them

And all I see

Is the sun

and peace

And home