is this what love is?

1.

"Jake! Anyone here?" I shout at the quiet house.

Jake makes loud noises as he comes down the stairs.

"Jen, how is my beautiful girlfriend doing?" Jake asks and pulls me into a hug.

If that even can be called a hug, when I stand stiff and Jake pulls me by the waist.

He then takes my face and kisses. And I give him it, it's the last one anyway.

However, I'm quick to pull out of the kiss.

"Jen? What's wrong?"

"Nothing", I answer sighing.

"What do you mean "nothing". I don't get you sometimes!" Jake says sounding annoyed.

Well, I don't get you either, asshole! I almost punch him right then and there.

"Thanks, I think you should get yourself someone who you "get" then!" I turn around trying to cool myself down.

Jake however grabs my wrist and turns me back around.

"Don't get angry, love. I didn't mean it..." Jake says in a seductive voice, that would make girls heart flutter.

Me too, but just a little bit...

And then he kisses me again and I've lost myself.

I forget everything. The many girls he probably does this same with, the reason why I came here... everything.

After a long time he finally pulls out, my head dizzy.

And my memory comes back.

There's no way I just let him kiss me like that! I came here to break up with him.

Jennifer, you're a dissapointment.

I'm so angry at him, but more to myself.

As I look at Jake I see him smiling, his eyes shining.

"Jake..." I start.

He looks at me, confused. "You want to continue?"

"No! No, I don't want to", I shout immediately startling myself as well as him.

I take off the necklace on my neck. I got it from Jake when we started dating, he has one as well.

"You're welcome", I say as I throw the necklace to him.

"W-wha... Jen...", Jake looks at me confused as ever.

"Take it. I don't need it anymore."

"But why? Jen, everything was alright."

"Absolutely wasn't! You know it very well", I say from between my clenched teeth.

Jake's expression changes to anger.

"What about it if I party a lot? That's not a reason to break up!"

"What about it if you see other girls behind your girlfriend's back?"

Jake stays quiet.

Tears glitter on Jake's eyes as he mumbles:"Fine, leave as you want, but... I didn't mean to hurt you, really."

I stay calm. "Thanks, find yourself a nice girl."

And then I leave, without turning back.

I'm not angry anymore, I don't cry.
I'm just relieved, like I escaped from prison.

I know emotions will come later. I'm gonna cry and regret, but I know I made the right decision.