Hi,
I'm Grace Holloway. I'm 16 years old. I live in Tampa, Florida with my father, and my mother disappeared when I was 12. I'm pretty much your average white girl. I hate school and I love Starbucks, you know. I'm not popular but I'm not unpopular either. I drown myself in music when I'm feeling down. Particularly, Shawn Mendes' music. I was one of Shawn's very first followers on vine and I've supported him ever since. Now he has a record deal and is becoming more and more famous every single day. His music has helped me so much in life. Shawn is my inspiration and I finally saved enough money and bought tickets to see him live in June.~ ~ ~
Grace's P.O.V.
"Grace Drew Holloway, you better get your ass out of bed before you're late for school!" My dad shouted to me upstairs.
My eyes shot open and I sat straight up in bed, "I'm up dad."
Slowly I swung my legs over the side of my bed and stood up. I yawned loudly and stretched.
Today was June 3rd, 4 days before Shawn's concert.
I shuffled over to my closet and began picking an outfit for today.
High waisted jean shorts were a must. My only issue was picking the right shirt. I settled on wearing a grey crop top with a small pineapple on the front. For shoes, I chose brown strappy sandals. To top off the outfit I just had to wear a pair of Ray Bans.
I ran down the stairs with my black leather Michael Kors bag.
In the kitchen I saw my dad already on his first beer, at 6 in the morning.
I sighed. Dad's drinking problem has been getting worse.
I grabbed a banana from the counter and walked out the door, "Bye dad, I'll see you tonight."
"See you." was all he said.
Lucky for me, I get my license in August. Next school year, I won't be walking to school.
School wasn't too far from home though, only a 10 minute walk. As usual, I put my black beats headphones on and started playing Shawn's music, or at least the songs he had released. Shawn's cover of Summertime Sadness played first.
After a few songs I had arrived at school. As soon as I walked into the building my best friend Sydney came up to me.
Sydney hung her arm around my shoulders, "Who's ready to see Shawn in concert in THREE FUCKING DAYS!"I smiled, "I sure as hell am!"
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Classes went by fast today thankfully. Once school was over Sydney and I decided to take a trip to the strip malls so we could get outfits for the concert.
At Urban Outfitters I bought a pair of dark high waisted jean shorts, a loose navy t-shirt with small white stripes, and white and tan sandals.
Sydney has stepped into a dressing room to try on a dress, "Grace, you booked us a hotel for 3 days, right? So we can stalk Shawn after the concert?"
I laughed, "Oh of course I did. And yes, told my dad I'm staying at your house."
Sydney squealed with excitement, "Yay!"
~ ~ ~
I opened the front door and dropped my bags at the bottom of the stairs, "Dad, I'm home!"
No response.
"Dad?" I called out again.
I heard a mumbled slur coming from the kitchen.
When I walked in, I saw my dad drunk at the table.
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