What'd she get after speaking up ?! Peace ? Revenge ? Nothing, she expected some emotions, some love, affection, care, understanding.? But why was she so disturbed ? Did she really had the self respect to expect it ? Was she actually right ? Some words hurted and destroyed the innocent soul inside her, staining it with black blood ! Maybe the feeling of quietness was better than the one of helplessness ? Now what ? What'd I get from all this ? Pathetic me ?! Did she want her childhood back ? Did everything ever made sense? Is this all a stimulation? Some questions that kept on playing with her mind !
Maybe it felt light, but I don't feel any different, to make it worse I feel more heavy ! Atleast they could've expressed some fake emotions ! It hurted to expect ! She was hurted from her own expectations ! She never had self respect, thinking about it made no difference ! She's wrong, very wrong, most of the time ; but whenever she's right, she would still be quiet ! Now, let's suffer and enjoy even more, after speaking up ! She got to see real faces of people, that made her impossibly hurt ! She never wanted her childhood back, it was horrifying, traumatizing, shameful to even think ! Nothing ever made sense to her ! She was pathetic ! She hopes that it's a stimulation, and her player makes some useful, correct moves, cause she's slowly dying ! Some answers she got from her tired self ! She continues asking and replying, hoping that she'd die soon ! A peaceful death !
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