Steadfast Heroics

Ain't My Scene

The smile on my face is contradicted. 
By this scene with everyone, throwing stuff, 
in disgust. 
Expecting me to throw my share, in the air, 
just because. 

I actually tried it once. 
And they all laughed, 
when I ran. 
To pick it up. 

Only in the free flowing scene, 
will they ever ever notice me. 

And there's no way, 
there's no way. 
Disoriented from the get-go. 
But I never ran away, 
I never ran away... 

Shoulders shuddered, 
in a familiar pattern. 
To every expected "no". 

And I forget, 
What the point of it was. 
Had to be perfect.... 
The smile lasted for a month.