Falling for me too (A Niall Horan Fan fiction) [Updating Slowly]

Chapter 9 ~ Maybe I should go.

Flashing lights and people who are incomitant are all my vision picks up on. One man pushes a tub down Nialls throat so he can breath. A woman pushing violently on his chest and another running to get the paddels. I realize that on the very first day I had ever met Niall, before he has spoken a word to me, On his medical sheet he was prone to severe panick attacks.

"Stop!" I scream and everyone comes to a hault.

"He is having a bad panick attack! Someone run and grab the medication for that and quit crowding him!" I yell and everyone runs off to grab something to try and coax the situation.

I walk over to Niall who was now on a stretcher in the middle of one of the garden pathways. He lays still for a moment and then shakes violently. He stops and lays still again after a few quick moments. Suddenly a girl arrives with the medication and she shoves it down the tube that is keeping Niall's throat open.

After a few scary moments, Niall falls asleep. The big guys from the nurse station run back and push him inside. They then take him up to his room and leave me with him, Telling me where everything incase of an emergency is.

"Hello Niall" I say chocking out my words as the boy lays unconsious infront of me.

"Maybe I should go" I shake my head and tears fall down my face.

"I can't do this anymore"I cry into my hands as I walk keep walking backwards far away from Niall.

"I just remember the last time I saw you before this. So beautiful and Vibrant. I can't do this anymore Niall. You don't even remember." I say and memories flash back.

I stand anxiously in line. So close to meeting them It was insane. Harry glancing over at us. Poking Zayn and he looked as well. They chuckled and returned to the 5 year old fan who was just before me.

They picked her up as she layed across the 10 strong arms of the 5 most handsome boys I had ever layed eyes on. My 4 best friends and I had been waiting over a year for this moment. Rummors of this being there last tour together because of differences the band was having made it even more dire that we come to this show. 3 More shows and then that was apparently it for One Direction. That can't be true, The will never break up.

"Next" Paul yells. I almost screach I am so excited.

I walk shakely up to the boys who are all smiling at each one of us. The love in there eyes radiated across there faces as my hands reach out slowly handing them my CD to sign. The line was Harry on the far left, Furthest aways from us, He was wearing a black button up shirt and Tight blackish grey skinnys.

Zayn stood beside him, A loose white t shirt hung across his broad shoulders. His jeans baggy and torn. Niall in the middle, His blonde hair with brown peaking from the bottom as he smiled a crocked smile. His jeans hung low and where in a off tan colour, His loose white, Black and grey tank top hung from his shoulders as he reached back and placed a red snapback ontop of his perfectly done hair. He was careful not to wreck the beautiful of his framed face.

Louis stood beside the blonde boy, His hair stood up and was stringy in certain places but held a nice shape. A tan leather jacket left open exposing a plain black tank top. His jeans tight and light in colour. Liam smiled at us with a perfect crocked smile. A baggy grean hoody pearched beautiful across his long shoulders, Slender arms reaching out to welcome us towards them. White baggy pants hung from his lower half and a perfect hair atop his head.

"Hello Love" Liam said pulling me into a hug.

I stumbled across my words and the boys all chuckled at me. Harry continuing to stare and nudge Zayn. I hugged Liam one last time after exchanging a few words with him. Then I did the same with Louis. To nervous to say anything but managed to chock out a few words here and there.

"Hi Niall" I squeeked as the boy looked up from the ground and smiled at me.

"Hello love" He says softly, He was upset.

"You okay?" I ask and he was taken back by this comment. It was like It was forgein to say.

"Yeah, I am fine. Don't worry your pretty little head ...." He said making hand gestures to signal to tell him my name.

"Narissa" I smile and giggle.

"What a beautiful name" I smile as he says the words that mean so much to me.

He pulls me into a hug and I move on to Zayn and Harry. Why was it so easy to talk to Niall? He was so fragile. I could tell if One Direction was over, He would be the one most hurt by it. I finish talking to the boys and each of my friends stood by a boy. I stood beside Niall. The camera flashed and we where being pushed out.

"So lovely to meet you, I will never forget you Narissa" Niall whispers as we hug one last time.

"I will never forget you either. After all I always said I would marry you one day" I laugh and giggle.

"One day we will see each other again and we will be married sweetie" He said smiling brightly, clearly playing along but it made me so happy.

"Good bye Love" He says and I walk away.

"Bye Love" I mouth back to him as he watches my every footstep until I exit the door.

 "I am done" I cry and grab my bag, coat and phone.

I head shuffling outside of the door indicating someone heard my talking to Niall but I could care less. I run towards the door and burst out as fast as I can. Making a large group of people scurry. I run as fast as I can down the stairs and to my car. I turn the key and drive away.

I am never coming back to this place again.