I don't know what it's like to feel happy...
I don't know what it's like to feel sad...
I don't know what it's like to feel safe...
I don't know what it's like to feel pain...
I don't know what it's like to feel fear
I don't know what it's like to feel welcomed...
I feel numb
That's all I feel...
Am I still alive?
I see blood, but I don't feel a thing...
I don't like it
To feel nothing at all...
Is to be dead
I need to feel...
Pain is better than this
I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
It's unbearable
I can't stand it
Why is this happening to me?
I need to escape
I need to feel something
Anything at all...
To take away this numb feeling
YOU ARE READING
I'm sorry...
Poetrythis is my life.. it's not perfect... I'm sorry... I'm sorry to everyone. I can only hope that u can forgive me... for not being perfect.. but I know that that will never happen. I'm such a mistake. it doesn't even matter anymore. nobody would eve...
