When I wake up I look in the mirror and am absolutely disgusted at what I see. What I see is a fat worthless girl who just takes up space. People say
"Oh your so pretty"
"omg your gorgeous"
But the thing is I never believe it and I know they are lying even if I try to convince myself they aren't it's impossible. All I hear is
" your so fat"
" your so ugly"
" you should starve yourself"
Sadly those are the ones I listen to and I will go days without eating or eating very little. When I do eat it makes me want to throw up and if I don't loose the fat it makes me what to unalive myself.
I let those words get to my head and they have such an affect on me.
