I'm so tiered with all this that's going on
Things are getting out of hand
I just cant seem to be able to put my emotions into words
Maybe it's because there are no words that could explain what I feel
Every day I wonder how much longer until I snap
Until I just want everything to end
When the darkness will take me down
But I keep on holding on
Building myself up again
Fiber by fiber
And all of this is because of you
You're the reason I actually get up every morning
I wonder where I'd be if I hadn't found you
Maybe I'd just be lost
Alone in a vast dark
But still with you here I feel like it isn't enough
Call me selfish
But I feel like I need more
No I dont want your empathy or your concern
People will never understand how I feel
For everyone it's different so you can never say that you've felt this way
Honestly I don't even know how I feel about everything
All I know is that I'm sick of it
You came and changed my life
But now that change has grown old
Its blended in with everything else
Call me wasteful
But I now feel like I need someone new
Go ahead and judge me
By now words mean nothing to me
Though they still hurt
I feel defeated knowing there's no point in fighting back
Now if you're reading this you're probably wondering
"What the hell is she talking about?!" Or
"This girl makes no sence..."
And I totally agree with you
I don't know what I'm talking about and I know this makes no sence
But I guess this is how I feel inside in a way
Confused....
Alone....
Lost...
