It's time
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After one moment just that single moment, I could never look at the sky that's dusted with beautiful stars the same.
Not even a great mountain nor a river could move me, not even close to the way your smile did...
Right then and there, in my eyes you became the most beautiful thing in the world....
You know you really were my light.. So why did you leave? I miss you. I could never say it to your face even if I wanted to though..
I put my pencil down as I finish the last sentence of my journal. "It's been a while hasn't it, Gon.." I rip out the page and stuff it in a small envelope writing my initials 'KZ' I then take a single red rose out of my backpack kissing one of the petals gently. As I place it on the grave alongside the letter tears well in my eyes. I start choking on my tears. I can't breathe.. Why is it that when I cry I feel myself suffocate? Will I ever find out, probably not but I guess time will tell.
I miss you Gon I miss you a lot I wish the accident never happened. Why did it have to happen? We were all so happy and you and I were having the time of our lives until... It happened, disaster struck and before I knew it.. Before they could save you, you were gone forever. I haven't eaten in days. Every time I do I feel guilty and puke. I haven't gotten any sleep either. But that's all right
