A valentine in pain. Suicide poem part 2

A dream of hidden death,

Embedded in her flowers -

Dripping; drenched in nectar tears

Now the dream of dying soul;

Confined, a trembling heart is

Squeezing out the ember years

And in her dream of youth,

Abounding buttocks writhe,

Acting out the careless dares

But the dream of hideous beauty:

Self-delusion, begging fears

Evolving from an agonising birth, her

Blacker days eclipsing; draining worth

'So ugly living calls to die -

Forever in the dreams I cry! '

Erotic debt; a laughing lie

Were done for her -

A blade for sure!

The dreams to cure!

A calming sigh...

And in a smile of pain

She bled and waned

Her cold pathetic bye

Suicide Suicide Suicide lied