miserably untold

vacancy

being in the middle
of this vacantness
sat through moonlight
which shone sparklingly
behind these dusty curtains
while being deeply,
blankly had lots of
puzzled thought remains

your absence truly
the reason why i've been
in this emptiness for days,
months, even
pathetically years . . .

blank space
vacant heart
no vacancy
just exactly like
those hotel rooms where
i ever stayed by
or are those one of the
heartbreak hotel?

do you somehow
once ever feel this kind of way?
have you ever at least
feel the same way as i am?

i realized you will never know
what i truly feels
deep in the scattered heart of mine
well thats okay though
i've had been lots of
heartbreak and loneliness

ended up crumbling in a
painful feelings
in a cramped room
tried hardly to put a sort of
smiling face painted
kinda unenviable

hollow breeze
vacant night
how am i suppose to encounter you?
those efforts i've done
thoughts of million chances
still wanting for
the miracle happens

useless feelings remains
there's nowhere to go,
nowhere to be crying

well at least,
we are under the same sky
breathing the same air
thats gladly enough
at least to ease
my remedy of heart