The angel and the devil

part 12 <3

Kinda sorry kinda your welcome for this chapter <3
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Y/n pov-

It's been a few days, today is the second last day
It's been  unexplainably fun, today we decided to just chill because yesterday  we went on this hike and it was so long

"Hey baby, I think I am gonna go on a walk. You wanna come?" Billie says

Is this bitch not tired
"How the hell are u not tired?!! After tomorrow" I scoff smiling

She laughs
"I don't know, just making use of the days I guess" she says

"Well I think I am gonna stay this on out, still not used to using my legs THIS MUCH" I say

"Okay well I'll be home in a hour or half" she says grabbing the keys are walking out

"Bye baby love you" she screams

"Love you toooo" I scream back smiling

Going back to watching the "tv"
Getting used to this thing

Time skip ( an hour)

It's been an hour since Billie has been gone
I have been just chillin
Right now I am just waiting for her to come home
Scrolling the Instagram not really paying attention
I hear the door unlock
My head shoots to the door excitedly

The smile on my face very quickly fades as I see billie come in
Her eyes are all puffy
There are tears streaming down her face
And her eyes are all black, while her skin is more paler then usual that means she is angry

Without any hesitation I go up to her

"Hey hey what happened" I ask her putting my arms around her softly

I see her shake her head
"N-no leave me alone" she says still trying to calm down

"No Billie, look at you I can't leave u alone" I say trying for her to calm down

"Just follow my heart beat" I say picking up her hand

She quickly snaps her hand away
"LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE Y/N!' she screams sitting up
Her yelling makes me flinch

I look at her concerned

I see her pick her keys up again

"W-where are you going" I ask getting up worriedly

"Somewhere" she huffs leaving

Fuck
I shouldn't have pushed her
I just hope she is okay

I really hope nothing to bad happened

These thoughts circling around my head I go back to sit on the couch

Hugging my knees to my chest
Trying to stay warm

I feel a few tears fall down my face
Followed by a few more

I look down at my shaking fingers

I always had this habit, that whenever I am anxious or scared I used to bite my nails and just destroy my cuticles

Sometimes it got so bad that My hands would start bleeding

But after Billie came in my life I just stopped doing it
Yeah I used to get anxious at times but I would tell my self there are better things that I could do

But right now I feel that overwhelming anxiety again

At this point the I am not paying attention to anything
My eyes flickering between the clock and the tv