Angel with a Shotgun

Sneak Peek

"If love's a fight then I shall die, with my heart on a trigger."

I smiled. That was the sweetest thing that he did for me. Always protecting me from danger.

Two years have passed but until now I can't move on. I love him and as much as I wanted to move forward— I can't. Ang hirap kalimutan ng isang taong naging sobrang mahalaga sa'yo.

He was always there for me. He's like my guardian angel.

I wish I could turn back time. I want to be with him. Pero ngayon wala na siya sa tabi ko nawalan na rin ako ng ganang ipagpatuloy ang buhay ko dito. I barely survive each day knowing that he's not coming back. I don't know where he is.

He promised me that he'll come back for me but until now hindi ko pa rin siya nakikita.

"I throw away my faith babe just to keep you safe. Don't you know you're everything I have?"

Before he left me he said those words instead of singing it. Alam ko kung ano ang ibig sabihin niya doon. He can risk his life for me. Ayoko sanang gawin niya 'yun but I have no choice. They're after me. They want to kill me.

I walk towards the altar nang biglang tumulo yung luha ko. Reminiscing all the good memories happened here.

This is the place where we exchange our vows.

The place where we had our first kiss.

The place where we became husband and wife.

I wiped my tears as I kneel in front of the altar. Nakayuko at patuloy pa rin ang daloy ng luha.

I really miss him.

Saan ka na ba?

Pinikit ko yung mata ko and I silently pray. Pinagdasal ko na sana ligtas siya, na sana bumalik na siya. Araw-araw akong naghihintay dito kasi ang sabi niya babalik daw siya sa lugar kung saan naging misis niya na ako.

I wiped my tears again before I stood up. I don't have that much power to lead his men and to rule his own company. I badly need him. He's like a battery to me. Hindi ako gagana kung wala ang nagsisilbing lakas ko.

Naglakad na ako palabas at sumakay sa kotse. Kailangan ko pang pumunta sa shooting ng upcoming movie ko.

Yes. I'm an actress. I was known for being the star actress because at my early year in this industry, I became very.. very popular. Kaya nasa alanganin talaga ang buhay ko mula nang makilala ko siya.

Habang nasa biyahe ako, unti-unting bumabalik sa utak ko yung mga scenerios naming dalawa.

Nung una kaming nagkakilala at yun ay ang mismong birthday ko. Kaya siguro ako nagpumilit na lumabas kasi 'yun pala 'yung magiging daan para makilala ko siya. Naalala ko din na iyon 'yung araw na nagtago ako sa loob ng condo niya dahil hinabol ako ng mga fans ko.

I sighed. Sobrang miss ko na siya. Sana bumalik na siya sa'kin. Magiging mabait na ako at babawasan ko na ang pagtataray ko basta ibalik niyo lang yung taong mahal ko.

"Ms. Sam kanina pa po kayo hinihintay ng direktor. Naku! Nagagalit na po siya!" salubong sa'kin ng isang crew pagkababa ko sa kotse. I sighed then pinakuha ko na sa kanya yung mga gamit ko. This is life. MY life. Yung mga bagay na kaya kong gawin ay pinapagawa ko pa sa iba.

"Sam Lee! Saan ka ba pumunta at napakatagal mo?! Jusko! Kanina pa nag-aantay 'yung leading man mo."

Blah, blah, blah, blah.